Reader x Garroth (Minecraft Diaries) *DISCONTINUED*

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Thank you all so much for reading this Fanfic. You have no idea how that makes me feel. This year has been horrible for me so far and I think this is the best thing that has happened to me. My best friend died from cancer a few months ago... His name was Koda my dog.

Sorry for the sadness.

ANYWAY!

Thank you Also um... Don't judge my channel... I don't know if I am continuing it... That is just a memorial for Koda...

Thank you so much for reading it makes me feel like I do good things for others in the world.

I ALSO CAN PLAY WITH YOUR EMOTIONS MWHAHAHA. Just kidding but really... I can

I have problems (Not really)

I have had Koda since... Well I can't remember my life without him...

Heck... Even just trying to remember when I got him I was so young I barely remember... Getting used to life without him is so hard...

He helped me through the toughest things in life...

Even some dark times... That I would not like to talk about...

ALMOST all my closest family members died from cancer... I have my actual family... And 1 person who is my 2nd cousin...

I trusted him more than my parents and loved him more than my parents... I can't say that I have a horrible family situation but... I definitely don't like it.

Me getting over the CLOSEST THING IN MY LIFE DYING... I can't even explain the words... It is just so hard... It has been months and I am still all over the place...

I don't know why he had to die... He didn't deserve to die... He was a friendly, protective, loyal, playful, weird, and funny dog... Finding a dog that is both PROTECTIVE and FRIENDLY is rare... Usually those traits don't combine.

This summer is gonna be rough on me... Hopefully I don't sink like the Titanic...

He would sit by the door so you knew he wanted in... He was so smart... I taught him to shake, paw, roll over, and how to jump on command all within 1 hour...

He would almost always listen to me unless he was being a big butt.

Even months after his death I still expect him to be waiting at the door when I come home from school.

(OH MY IRENE I AM CRYING RIGHT NOW) STOP TEARS STOOOOOOOPPPPP!

All I have left of him is his collar, ashes, pictures, and the memories...

I miss his soft ears, his soft eyes...

HECK! I EVEN MISS HIS WET ROTTEN FISH SMELL AFTER THE RAIN!

I MISS IT ALL...

I miss it so much...

Even if I win the lottery for 1 million dollars... This will always be the WORST year of my life... No matter what... Because I lost my best friend, my favorite sibling, my favorite thing in the whole wide world... I lost him 3-4 years before his lifespan...

My birthday this year, I felt like something was missing.

I can say that was the first time I felt ACTUAL depressed since 2nd Grade... I found out what was missing... The love of my life, Koda.

He helped me through something I couldn't escape... Now he is gone and all this is happening again... I can't escape it only with a few things...

When I am sleeping, writing a story, doing school work.

I ACTUALLY LIKE SCHOOL NOW BECAUSE I ESCAPE EVERYTHING... I ESCAPE IT ALL... I AM HAPPY WITH MY FRIENDS AND I CAN'T FEEL PAIN... LOSS... IT IS ALL AWAY AT SCHOOL WHERE IT CAN'T GET TO ME...

If any of my friends are reading this... I am okay... Because I want to live on for Koda... Because if there is a afterlife... I want to be able to meet Koda again and tell him all my accomplishments... Not to say that I actually... Did something that I have thought about for years...

Thank you guys so much... This turned very sad... SORRY!... GOT A LITTLE CARRIED AWAY!