Trouble

Loose

I sat on the porch steps playing with my sleeves as the thoughts got to me, I heard a engine of a truck pull into the driveway. I glanced up seeing Seth getting out of the truck, I stood up and walked toward him. We hugged and stood back in silence only hearing the birds chirping and the sound of a lawn mower in the distance. "It's been getting to you, hasn't it?" he asked. I nod my head as I looked at him. "The fact that the guy that who were after is my actual dad bugs me, the dad I killed was just a man... than who was the women... Was she my real mom or just a women?" I asked, confused. "That's why I came here, I found some details on well everything." he tells me. "Okay, so where is it?" I asked. "It's at my place." he said. I nodded. "Let's go then." I said, walking toward the truck. I opened the door and hopped in as Seth got in the driver's seat and closed the door. I closed the door and put my legs up on the seat, so that my knees were to my chest. I heard the engine start and felt the truck move, I looked out of the window as we drove away. I saw a blue mustang passing us the same one Alex has making that Alex's. I glanced at the mustang seeing Alex in the drivers seat not paying attention while Zack looked at me from the passenger seat and someone else in the back looking at me. I looked away and turned the radio on as I glanced the review mirror seeing the brake lights flash on the mustang, I knew Alex took time to realize that we pulled out of the drive way. I looked away as Seth drive faster. We finally arrived to his house, I opened the door and got out. I walked toward Seth, he wrapped his arm around my waist as I leaned my head against him. I felt someone staring at us, as we walked inside. I was closing the door behind him but peaked out looking around when my eyes landed on a blue color hiding behind a couple cars, I figured it was someone's car and stepped back and closed the door. I walked toward where Seth was heading, I walked next to him to see James, Nate, John and Jesse sitting at the kitchen table. "There's the gun slinger girl." Nate said, smirking. "Hey... so what's that stuff you found?" I asked, getting to the point. Seth walked over to one of the free seats and sits down pointing to the papers on the table. I walked over and sat down in the chair as I grabbed the papers as I felt eyes staring at me but it wasn't from in here. "Can you guys cover the windows?" I asked, them. James opens his mouth to say something. "Do it." Seth orders. I watched them get up and cover the windows. I looked at the papers and started reading, I felt heart clench as I kept reading. I felt my breathing speed up as my heart began to pound, I got up swiftly pushing the chair by accident and walked out of the house. I walked toward the top stair and sat down, I put my elbows on my knees as tears threated to pour down any minute. I felt someone watching me still but at this point I really didn't give a fuck, I heard the door open and close as footsteps walk toward me. I felt a presence sit down next to me as the smell of heavy acrid, smoky smell knowing it was Nate.  "Here." he said, I glanced at him seeing a cigarette that was lit. I grabbed it and placed it between my lips and breathed in than blew it out feeling better within seconds. "I know.. I'm sorry that you had to find out this way." Nate said, sympathetically. I glanced at him and gave a weak smile not being able to control the tears anymore as they fell down my cheeks, he put his arm around my shoulders and rubbed my forearm. "I know you have a tough shell and probably hate it when you cry but this time let it out." he whispers, and that's what I did. I let loose as the tears came flooding down, I felt the cigarette leave my hand dropping onto the ground. I covered my face as he kept rubbing my back, the door opened and someone else walked out and sat down next to me. "I'm so sorry, Jesse. We really are." Seth said, rubbing my back. I hope the guys and Skai don't find out.