Trouble

WHY?! Flashbacks

~Jesse pov~

I sat on the floor with my back against the wall singing along softly to 'The Light Behind Your Eyes'. By My Chemical Romance as tears slipped down my cheeks. I wanted to go home so fucking bad... At this point, I don't care if my ex comes to my house and abuses me at least he knows me unlike these fuckers...I looked at the ceiling still singing. I changed the song to 'Therapy' by ATL. I closed my eyes as I moved my head back down having my face looking at the wall with my eyes closed. I sing louder as more tears flew down my eyes.

~Flashback~

"You cheated on me!" I screamed. "Yeah, I did. She's better then you, slut!" Jake yelled. "Fuck you! Get out of my house you man whore!" I yelled. "Don't you fucking call me that." he snapped. "Why not you're a man whore!" I barked. He charged over to me raised his arm and punched me in the face as I fell he kept on hitting me while he yelled and called me names. "You good for nothing piece of shit, you'll wish you were dead when I get done with you. No one loves you and no one will!" he yelled.

I opened my eyes and wiped the tears away while I sang. I wiped my eyes some more as I heard a male voice singing along with me. I didn't stop, I continued as our voices harmonized. "Therapy...You were never a friend to me and you can choke on your misery." We sing together. I looked at where the voice came from seeing Alex, I stood up quickly. "You have a beautiful voice." he said. I shrugged. He stared at me as if he was trying to figure me out. Haha, good luck with that... "Why were you crying?" he asked, softly. "I wasn't." I lied. "Yes you were... why?" he asked, standing closer to me. "I wasn't crying... leave me alone." I said. He put his hand on my waist, but I swiftly pushed him off. "Don't touch me." I snapped, then walked away making my way to the door when it closed and locked. I looked at the dark brown eyes of Alex. "You're staying here until you tell me what's wrong." he said. I huffed and walked over to the wall. Alex walked to me and pushed me against the wall as I felt his hot breath on my neck giving me goosebumps. "I want you." he said, sexily. "Why do you hate me?" he asked. I felt his lips connect to my neck making my mouth gape open. His lips traveled up my neck, below my ear onto my jaw then landing on my lips. He stopped and set his forehead on mine. "Talk to me, don't fight with me." he said, then moved his face away as he moved his hands on my back of my thighs traveling up to my butt lifting me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist. "Open up to me." he said. He put his hands on my butt to keep me up. I couldn't move, I wanted to but I didn't. "Tell me about yourself." he whispered as we moved away from the wall, walking somewhere. "I want you badly." he growled, and laid me on the bed. His legs on the outside of mine as I felt his lips land on my collar bone. NO! not there! He kept kissing giving me a hickey as a moan slipped from my lips. I couldn't stand it anymore I was in pain and wanted to fuck it away so I grabbed his face making him crawl up closer.

I slammed my lips onto his feeling him kiss back. I stopped and laid back down. "You made a mistake honey. Were not done." he purred. He moved me so I was laying the long way. As he took my flannel shirt off that I had on while his lips landed on mine again. "I want to make you mine." he growled. "Fuck away the pain all you want." I purred, into his ear. He got on his knees taking his shirt off. DAMN! he's a god! I watched as he threw his shirt on the ground then started pulling mine off with my help. He looked down at my almost naked torso as his hand travel around my stomach up to my breast which were 34DD also I have a bubble butt I can't help it their genes. I looked into his eyes. "What you waiting for?" I teased. He took his pants off throwing them on the ground then unbuttoned mine slowly teasing me but he couldn't stand the tease for himself so he yanked down my pants with my help throwing them on the ground. I was laying under Alex just in my black lace bra and black lace underwear. I looked at Alex who only had boxers on, he leaned down having his chest touch mine along with his bulge that laid on my thigh. I kissed his lips as he traced along my bottom lip. Asking for entrance. I finally let him in feeling his tongue roam. His hands moved my bra straps down my shoulders getting my arms out, unhooking my bra and throwing it on the ground. He squeezed one boob with his hand as his mouth kissed the other making me moan. He stopped and quickly yanked down my underwear and his boxers showing his big friend. He didn't say anything but looked me in my eyes as he thrusted into me. There was no slow pace as he went fast and hard but not to mention some sensual love between us. We kept making love when a flashback flashed in my head but it looked so real. I swear, I saw my Mother standing next to the wall all bloody with my sister and father next to her also covered in blood. I watched as my Father stabbed my mom's chest with a knife. I let out a scream but Alex thought it was from pleasure. I felt the tears fall down my cheeks as I digged my fingers into Alex's back. I watched as they disappeared... My mom is the only dead one in my family... my father killed her but why was my sister there?

I opened my eyes staring at the wall and feeling a heat source behind me. I knew it was Alex, I didn't want to wake him so I slipped off the bed and got dressed. I then walked to the bathroom looking at myself in the mirror. I turned the faucet on and put my hands under it as the water filled the cup of my hands. I lowered my face splashing the water up on my face. I looked back up at the mirror seeing my Mom. "Kill your father and sister." she said. "Why? So I can get my ass thrown in jail?!" I asked. "So you can revenge your mother's death. Why are you so selfish?" she said. "I'm not fucking selfish, I will kill them and I will kill you!" I shout, as I threw my clenched fist at the mirror breaking it. I watched as the glass cracked into pieces and fall as my mother split into millions of pieces. The glass clinged against the floor as a evil smile crawled on my face. My knuckles were split open as blood dripped down. "No one in my family will come haunt me.. ever." I said, emotionless. 'Knock, knock'

I watched as the door opened showing Zack. "Holy shit." he said, looking at the floor his eyes traveled up landing on my fist. "Jesse, walk very carefully to me." he said. I didn't care if I stepped on something so I walked to him as a piece of glass slid right into my heel making me cringe. But I still walked out when Zack picked me up carried me to a room, he laid me on a hard metal bed. I watched as Zack turned on a light then some grabbed stuff. I stopped paying attention as I looked at the ceiling. "What happen to Jesse?" Skai asked. I didn't move or say anything as I listened. "She punched the mirror and stepped on a piece of glass." Zack answered. "Is she okay?" Rian asked. "She's not showing any emotion as Zack took out the piece of glass." Jack said. "Where's Alex?" Skai asked. What is this? Twenty one questions? Jesus Christ. "Don't know." Jack shrugged. I felt Zack move onto my knuckles, he quickly did something then helped me off the bed thing. "I can walk." I said, flatly then walked out of the room away from everyone. I walked back to Alex's room seeing him sitting on the bed, fully clothed. "Alex?" I asked, he turned his head looking at me. "Why won't you tell me about yourself.. Tell me why you're angry all the time." he said. I walked closer to him. "I'm angry cause I got kidnapped. I'm not one of those girls that cry and wait for someone to save her, I'm the one who fights back until I'm dead or out." I said, looking at Alex's eyes. "That's not the only reason why you're mad. You hold everything in." he said. "Can you stop trying to figure me out?! I don't even wanna figure myself out!" I shout, then sighed. "If, I'm staying here longer then I want too...I need clothes." I said. "Ok.. do you want to go now?" Alex asked. "I have no money." I said. "I'll pay." he said. I went to open my mouth but he stood up quickly and kissed me on my lips then took my hand in his as we walked to the door. "What did you do to your fist?" he asked. "I punched the mirror. Are we going now?" I asked. "Yes." he said. We walked out of the house into his car... I wanted to go back home why won't he let me go?

A/N

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