Trouble

What A Fucking Lie

I lunged towards her and grabbed the hand with the knife in it. "Don't you dare." I glare at her. "I need to do this.." she replies softly, uncurling my finger from around her hand and re-plunging the knife towards her stomach, breaking out in a smile just before the knife entered her stomach. I reached out to stop her again, moving as quick as I could but I wasn't quick enough and she plunged the knife into her stomach. "Huh?" I step backwards, confused, as no blood comes out of the wound and Jesse is laughing her ass off. "I bet you got scared, huh Alex?" Jesse questions, seemingly to thin air. "W-what? I'm so confused, what the fuck just happened?" I questioned. Jesse pulled out her phone and pressed a button, then put her phone back down to her side and looked at me, smirking. "Explain." I demand. "Well, I had a fight with Alex, so I took a video of all of that and I'm going to send it to him." she explains. "That's so evil, but genius at the same time." I laugh as she sends the video to Alex. A couple minutes later her phone rings. She answers and I can hear Alex's voice from where I'm standing. "WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT JESSE?!?! YOU FUCKING TERRIFIED ME!! DON'T EVER DO THAT EVER AGAIN!!" he screams. Jesse calmly holds the phone against her ear and says one thing to him. "You aren't my fucking father, but you sure are acting like him." she tells him, then hangs up with a sharp click. "Damn girl, this is why I love you." Tony laughs as he walks out of the house, followed by the rest of the guys. "Skai, I missed you my mini me!!" Mike runs over and hugs me. "I missed you too Whiskey!" I laugh, hugging him back and squeezing him tight, while Jaime runs over to Jesse and hugs her, then whispers something in her ear, causing him to burst out laughing and her to not-so-playfully punch him, which is a sign that he said something about me. Jaime and I never really got along all that well. It has something to do with something that happened when the band first got together, but I'll talk about that in a different chapter. "GUYS, I JUST BROKE THE FOURTH WALL IN MY THOUGHTS!" I yelled, causing them to look at me strangely. "Okay, this probably won't make much sense to you guys, but it does to me. We aren't real people, we are just characters in a story. Our fates are already planned out, all of our moves and dialogue are being typed on a laptop right now. When we forget what we are going to say, its the author backspacing. When we feel like we are experiencing deja vu, its the author rewriting a chapter. When we pronounce a word wrong, its the author misspelling the word. It all makes perfect sense!!" I yell at them. "Whatever Skailyr." Jaime rolls his eyes at me, grabs Jesse's arm, and drags her into the house with him. "Yo, what the fuck is your problem today? You are acting like even more of a bitch than usual Jaime." I yell after him. "Skai, don't start shit." Jesse says. "I'm not starting shit, I asked him a simple question." I reply. Jaime steps out of the house. "I'm being an ass because you're here. I don't like you and everybody here knows it. But you never told Jesse why, did you?" he asks slowly, a smirk growing on his face. "No, I didn't, but-" he cuts me off. "How about I tell her? Would you like that?" he smirked wider, turning to look at Jesse. "Jaime, don't." I warn. "Why? Jesse deserves to know, doesn't she?" he asks, pretending to be innocent. "Jesse, don't listen to him." I plead. "No Skai, I'm going to listen because I want to know." she replied, then turned to look at Jaime. "Jaime, don't be an ass." Vic tells him. "You're not my fucking mother, I'll do whatever the hell I want to, unless the little bitch wants to stop me, in which case I'll knock her flat on her ass and she knows it." he retorts, then turns to look at Jesse. "So, when the band and I first got together, Tony introduced us to Little Miss Vain over here. She was full of herself from the start and one of those people that are bisexual and all up in your face about it. Straight off the bat she told us that she was. That's when I first started not liking her. Then, she stole my girlfriend, Stella, from me. I found them in bed together with Stella in between her fucking legs. Then she had the nerve to say that it wasn't her fault! So her and I have never really gotten along. She's a little fucking slut that should GO DRINK BLEACH OR CUT A LITTLE DEEPER AND DO THE WORLD A FAVOR!" he said the last part really loudly and turned towards me when he said it. "Okay, that's enough with the childish-ness Jaime. Go put your diaper back on, grab your bottle, and get back to daycare. That's where you belong if you are going to act three. Telling me to kill myself?" I pause for a moment a pull out a $20, then walk over to him and put it in his hand. "Calling me vain and a little fucking slut? Go buy some better insults sweetie." I smile a smile that could be coated with Splenda, it was such a fake sugar sweet smile. "OUUUU! GO BEST FRIEND, THATS MY BEST FRIEND!" Mike shouts, laughing and earning a glare from Vic. "Whatever, at least I act my age, not my goddamn shoe size." he retorts. "Like I haven't heard that one before, way to be original." I scoff. He rolls his eyes. "Wait, Skai, you're bi?" Jesse asks, a hint of anger showing through her monotone voice. "Oh shit, you didn't tell her? That's a fucking surprise." Jaime says. "That's it." I mutter, lunging at him and swinging my fists at his face. I get him down to the ground and am pummeling his face in when the rest of the guys come over and pull me off of him. "What the fuck is your problem Skai?!" Jesse yells, bending over Jaime. "Did you not hear what he was saying to me?! Why the fuck are you taking his side?!" I yell back, struggling against the guys. Jesse glares at me. "Yes, I heard what he was saying, but that was no reason to fucking attack him!!" she yells back louder than before. "HE TOLD ME TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF JESSE!! THATS NOT A REASON TO PUNCH HIM?! HOW ABOUT IF I ACTUALLY DO IT?! WOULD THAT MAKE YOU ALL HAPPY?! HUH? WOULD IT?!" I scream, not caring about the people who have stopped to watch this go down at this point. "Do it, do the world a favor." Jaime sits up and smirks at me. "Fuck you. Fuck all of you. Best friends, hah, what a fucking lie. The best friend I know wouldn't take his side over mine.." I reply quietly, twisting out of the guys' grips and walking away, ignoring the yells for me to come back. "Best friends, hah, what a lie..." I say to myself quietly, letting the tears fall free as I walk, as far away from them as I can be.