Trouble

I Hope You Die In A Fire

I heard the sound of Cadillac Convertible drive away, I looked up seeing the Cadillac drive past. I saw Tony in the driver's seat with Skai in the passenger seat... What the fuck? I stood up startling the guys. "Seth bring me home." I tell him. "Okay." Seth said, getting up. I walked toward his truck and got in, slamming the door. Seth got in and drove me home. I waved as he backed out of the drive way and drove away. I stayed where I was when Alex pulled the driveway, I waited until he got out with Zack when I stormed over to me grabbing his collar and slammed him against the mustang. "What did you do to Skai?" I growled. "What do you mean?" he asks. "I seen her in a car... What did you do?!" I asked, raising my voice. "Nothing! Chill! Holy shit Jesse!" he shouts. "You're such a fucking liar! I know you did something! Don't fucking talk to me!" I shout and let him go as I grabbed my phone out of my pocket dialing Skai's number. The phone ringed four times when she answered. "Hello?" Skai answered sounding upset but a little happy. "What happened?" I asked. "Alex flipped out and said somethings he shouldn't have." she tells me. "What did he say?" I asked. "He said that I'm always getting in the way and stay out of your goddam life, he also said that you told him that you didn't like it when I helped." she explains. I turned looking at Alex with a look that could kill. "Skai, I never said that you know how I cope and I accept how you try to help, I appreciate it. Don't listen to what that fucker said cause I'm not going to anymore cause I'm not staying here anymore... Where are you?" I asked, not trying to sound like I wanted to bother her since she sounded happy. "I'm staying with Tony and the rest of the guys for a few days. Want me to ask Tony if you can come stay here?" she asks tentatively. "I don't want to bother you." I tell her, calming down as I listened to Skai's voice. "It's no problem Jesse, we can come get you if you want!" Tony shouts, meaning that I must be on speaker.  "Okay... I'll be there soon... after I take care of something." I said, sounding a bit evil at the end as I glared at Alex. "Sounds good, we'll see you thennn." Skai replies, drawing out the 'n' in then. "Yeah." I said, then hung up. I shoved my phone into my pocket as I walked toward Alex and swung my fist punching him in the face. "You mother fucker!" I screamed at him. "What did I do!?" he yells, back. "You told Skai a lie and made her think I didn't want her around! You're such a dick.... I hate you Alex... I fucking hate you! You always have to ruin something when it's not your way!" I screamed, fully pissed off. Alex stared at me as a smirk grew on his face. "I hate you too Jesse, take your shit and stay the hell out of my life." he yells. I walked away towards the house. "Bitch." he said. I flipped him off as I stepped inside, I stormed passed the guys seeing Rian and Jack staring at me shocked. I jogged upstairs and grabbed a bag and began to throw some shit into it than flung it on my back after making sure I had all my knives. I walked downstairs and out of the house not saying anything to Rian or Jack. I walked toward the Ferrari when Zack walked next to the back door, I threw my bag into the passenger seat and looked at Zack. "What?" I snapped. "Be careful." he whispers. "Tell Skai I love her." he added, quietly. I nodded and looked back at Alex who was glaring at me. "Hey Alex!" I said. "What?" he asked, harshly. "I hope you die in a fire!" I tell him, growling after wards as I got into the Ferrari and slammed the door. I turned the car on and drove out of the drive way like a bat out of hell, I watched as the meter hit 100 as I flew down the road. I felt a tear fall down my cheek, I wiped it away. I  drove down the street where Tony lived, I looked for the house number or the car when I seen Skai standing outside of a house. I pulled over to the drive way and turned the car off, I stepped out of the car with my bag in one hand while my other hand had the keys. I slammed the door and put the keys in my pocket and walked toward Skai as tears started falling down my cheeks. I saw her open her arms as I crashed into her holding her tightly as I cried into her shoulder. She rubbed my back and cried along with me. "It's okay." she whispered. "No it's not." I chocked out. She pushed me back gently and pulled me to the ground, I sat on the grass as more tears fell down. I hated crying but I was insanely hurting to the point where I wanted to destroy everything cause I couldn't stand the pain. I looked at Skai through the thick tears seeing some tears falling down her cheeks. "What happened?" she asks. "Alex.... we said stuff and the way we said our byes was like the end for our troubles." I said, as I stopped crying. I wiped the tears off my face and let a shaky breath out, as I looked at Skai then at the house seeing Tony and the other three standing there with worried looks on their faces. I looked back at Skai and stared at her gray eyes. "I'm sorry Skai." I told her, as I stood up. She followed my movement as I stood, I dropped the bag onto the ground and with quick movement I grabbed one of my knives from my pocket and aimed it at my stomach. "I'm so sorry Skai." I whispered, as I moved the knife toward my stomach.