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Unstable Hold, hold on, hold onto me 'Cause I'm a little unsteady A little unsteady Hold, hold on, hold onto me 'Cause I'm a little unsteady A little unsteady
Mama, come here Approach, appear Daddy, I'm alone 'Cause this house don't feel like home
If you love me, don't let go If you love me, don't let go
Hold, hold on, hold onto me 'Cause I'm a little unsteady A little unsteady Hold, hold on, hold onto me 'Cause I'm a little unsteady A little unsteady
Mother, I know That you're tired of being alone Dad, I know you're trying To fight when you feel like flying
But if you love me, don't let go If you love me, don't let go
Hold, hold on, hold onto me 'Cause I'm a little unsteady A little unsteady Hold, hold on, hold onto me 'Cause I'm a little unsteady A little unsteady
Hold, hold on, hold onto me 'Cause I'm a little unsteady A little unsteady. She finished singing tears welling up and falling from her face as she looked directly in the camera."I don't understand how the people that you loved could turn their backs on you so quickly. I thought they actually cared for me but I guess I was wrong I will always be that one person no one could ever love. I'm sorry for being worthless. I'm sorry for being a disappointment. I'm sorry for being alive. It hurts so fucking much I want it all to stop. When I first met them I felt apart of something then it was ripped right from my hands a-" she cried heavily into her jumper her tears staining it greatly but should couldn't give one damn. She cried out the five names that she had thought were her friends but she was greatly mistaken. "I'm sorry that I can't save myself anymore."She says grabbing the pill bottle pouring it into her mouth chewing and swallowing as many as her body would allow. That's when she grabbed the - Niall jerked awake sweat dripping down his face before the dream (nightmare) could go any further.He looked to his left and saw that Liam was also awake on his bed the same facial expression on his red beet face. "Was it about -" he asked but Niall raised his hand signaling for him to stop. He wasn't ready to hear that name after what happened. "Please don't speak her name" he says a tear falling from his ocean blue eyes as he looked at the handmade bracelet she made for him after only being friends for 2 weeks. "Ni we really need to talk to the other guys about these re-occurring dreams we all keep having. They are all tearing us apart and we can't keep living like this!" Liam says in a hushed voice not wanting to wake the rest of the boys who were sleeping next door. "Your right" He huffs running a shaking hand through his bleached blonde hair. He took a deep breath before lying in the bed closing his eyes only for them to open once more. He couldn't shake the feeling of guilt that has been building in his stomach for the past month. He turned to his side looking out the window watching as the rain drizzled until he finally drifted to sleep. . Unstable "Niall and Liam why are we having this 'meeting' Louis asked yawning stretching his arms before rubbing his eyes. Liam looked at Niall shaking his head for him to talk to the three sleeping boys that laid on the couch limbs tangled in one another. "It's about Y/n" all three of the boys straightened up at the name Niall had spoke. The five of them had been trying to avoid the heavy subject that came with the name Y/n. Louis stood up shaking his head trying to go back to his room but was stopped Liam who grabbed his wrist. "Why do you want to talk about this so much huh?!" He asks anger bubbling through his body. Liam looked into his eyes pleading for him to stay so they could talk about this horrid subject that they all tried to avoid for some time now. "What about her" Zayn ask a frown deepening on his face wincing as he though back to that unforgettable night. Niall sighed taking a seat on the coffee table Liam doing the same. "I know all of us have been having dreams about Y/n and I think it would be a good thing to talk about it out loud as a group since we were in it together" Liam says gazing over the scared and disappointed faces that sat in the quiet and almost heartbreaking room. The silence was horrid as they tried better ways to approach the situation. "I feel like Y/n actually was a good person but we just dragged her along after that bullied and made her feel like less of a person every day." Harry says looking up his forest green eyes glossed over. Zayn wrapped his arms around him pulling his close as Harry cried. "I didn't mean to push here over the edge like that." Louis said playing with his fingers not wanting the boys see him cry. "Every night I go to sleep I'm haunted by those dull brown eyes that are filled with hurt and depression. I feel like she put so much effort in the friendship while we sat back and watched her knowing we're gonna take it away in the matter of days. I know we all didn't mean for it to go far but we need to apologize to her." Zayn says all eyes were on him at this point. Liam shook his head knowing that everyone isn't ready to see Y/n. "Guys c'mon we have to get to school before we are late we will talk a bout this another time." Jiall says rushing upstairs not wanting to be stuck in that room filled with regret and hatred. All of them rushed to their cars before driving to school.
