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I breathe you in with smoke in the backyard lights Y/n and Niall sat in his backyard cuddling closely together enjoying the company of each other the lights lit up the yard as the stars shined. Niall looked at Y/n his blue eyes sparkling the moon full out making everything perfect. "I love you Y/n" "I love you too Ni!" She says kissing him on the lips snuggling into him once more. We used to laugh until we choked into the wasted nights "Niall stop it!" Y/n giggled as Niall tickled her on her sides her eyes closed and her laughter filled the cozy home that they shared. "Till you tell me you love me!" He says his blue eyes wide with amusement at the girl he fell deeply in love with. "Fine! I Y/n Y/l/n love you Niall Horan!" She says breathing heavily when Niall finally stopped the assault. He couldn't help but smile at the beautiful girl who he was madly in love with. It was the best time of my life, but now I sleep alone Niall laid in the bed holding a teddy bear that you gave him for your guys 3 year anniversary. He had tear streaks down his face and sniffles came from his trembling lips as he though of you and how you left him there by himself. So don't, don't, don't wake me up, 'cause my thrill is gone Knocks on his bedroom was the only thing you could hear as his friends Harry and Louis tried entering his bedroom that was locked. "Ni you can't stay in there forever ya' know!" Louis said huffing when he heard nothing but silence. Harry pushed Louis short body out of the way taking a bobby pin from his hair picking the lock entering the dark room. "Niall get up mate!" Louis said shaking his shoulder only to be met with a slap to his face. "Leave me alone Lou leave me here to die in my sadness!" He says turning over falling back asleep. In the sunset turning red behind the smoke, Forever and alone, yeah! Niall picked at his breakfast in the cafeteria seeing Y/n with her new boyfriend Zayn the bad boy. When she saw him staring her smile disappeared looking away from the sad Irish men. He got up throwing away his tray going to the bathroom splashing water on his face looking at himself. "I guess I'm alone thanks Y/n" he mumbles leaving the bathroom walking to his first class which he shared with Y/n and Zayn. You've gone and sewn me to this bed, the taste of you and me Will never leave my lips again under the blinding rain Niall scrolled through his phone looking at the 200+ photos of him and Y/n through out the years. That's when he stumbled across one of them kissing each other. Niall gave a watery smile looking back at those days when Y/n actually cared about him and loved him. I wanna hold your hand so tight I'm gonna break my wrist Niall hated the days when he had to sit and watch Y/n and her new boyfriend Zayn hug and kiss each other. He grimaced when Zayn kissed her neck softly making Y/n giggle. He remember those days when he did that to her. His hands clutched together when he sees Y/n still wearing the ring he bought her. He glared at the promise ring he clearly remembers the speech he gave. All he knows is that Y/n broke about loving him to the end of time. And when the vultures sing tonight I'm gonna join right in. I'll sing along 'Cause I don't know any other song I'll sing along Niall blasted music to forget all about Y/n but it was pretty hard seeing that he had her playlist that was saved to his phone blaring the his beats pill. He lip sync the songs that played tears coming into play when his and hers song came on. He cried himself like usual this would be the 23rd time this happened. But I'm barely hanging on. No, I'm barely hanging on. By the time you're hearing this I'll already be gone. And now there's nothing to do but scream at the drunken moon. Niall wrote a letter that was made through out the school day for his love Y/n. He couldn't help but feel sick and lonely without her love. It's been 3 months since they broke up and Niall is breaking and in time he will finally collapse in a dark hole that will be hard to climb out of. He walked to her locker taping the note to her locker. He walked away not knowing that Y/n was watching the entire time. "This isn't fair!Don't you try to blame this on me.My love for you was bulletproof but you're the one who shot me.And God damn it, I can barely say your name!" Niall screamed at a crying Y/n who stood on his front porch fiddling the promise ring he gave her. His eyes were icy and harsh. He can't believe that she had walked over to his house and come say he needs to get over her! HE FUCKING COULD'NT EVEN IF HE TRIED! She was everything under the sun. She was his muse why couldn't she see that! He clenched his hand into a ball punching a wall slamming the door locking leaving a crying Y/n on the porch. So I'll try to write it and fill the pen with blood from the sink. Whoa, oh, oh, oh. Niall sat on the counter of his bathroom slitting his writs mindlessly watch the red blood fill the sink. He gave a lazy smile as he looked at the 'art' on his arm. He hopped off the counters cleaning the blood filled sink before going to bed whispering a soft goodnight to the picture frame with the picture of Y/n. But don't just say it, you should sing my name. Pretend that it's a song 'cause forever it's yours, And we can sing this on the way home. Y/n sat at lunch with Zayn and the rest of his bad boy friends when he see's Louis and Harry marching up to her. "Thanks a lot you selfish ass bitch you broke out little brother!" Louis says sneering at her rolling at her when Zayn stood up. "If you don't sit you wanna be ass down!" Zayn got up to Louis pushing him slightly causing him to stumble. "Don't touch my boyfriend like that!" Harry said pulling Zayn back helping Lou up. "Guys chill out!" Y/n says standing up separating the three boys. Y/n held Louis only for him to snatch away from her. "Don't touch me! I can't believe I called you my friend at one point! How could you do this to Niall! He loved no LOVES you but you threw 3 years away like it was nothing for what a piece of shit like Zayn who probably has a side bitch!" Y/n looked hurt as Louis words hit her hard. "Louis you don't understand-" "Shut the fuck up! I'm sick and tired of your excuses! Niall is miserable he cries about you all the time and when he isn't crying he is sleeping when he isn't sleeping he is blaring music talking about what you two could of been!" Louis nose flared in anger. "Louis I'm sorry!" "I'm not the one you should be apologizing to!" He says breaking away from Harry leaving the cafeteria. Y/n sat back down head in her hands. I'll sing along 'Cause I don't know any other song. I'll sing along, But I'm barely hanging on. No, I'm barely hanging on. By the time you're hearing this I'll already be gone It was a week later and Y/n finally decide that she wanted her NiBear back. She ran to the backyard jumping the fence. She cried when she saw Niall sitting on the exact same chair cutting his skin crying for Y/n. She ran to him chucking the razor blade from his hand hugging him close kissing his face repeatedly mumbling apologizes left and right. And now there's nothing to do but tear my voice apart. Nothing to do, and scream at the drunken moon.
