You stood on stage guitar in hand watching in the crowd seeing 6 people that made your life a living hell every since elementary school all the way through high school.
Zayn Malik the leader of the group
Gigi Hadid his side kick who beat you to the pulp when Zayn didn't feel like it
Louis Tomlinson the trash talker who called you all the names in the book
Liam Payne the quiet one who usually stayed quiet but sometimes emotionally fucked you up
Harry Styles who uses your past life against you
Niall Horan the savior of the group who usually keep the tortures group out of trouble
You saw them hold up signs which said 'We Love You Y/n❤️' and 'You're Goals' and this one really shocked you it said 'Be Mrs.Malik' you smirked starting to strum your guitar.
"You guys will actually be the first to hear this so hopefully you guys will enjoy" You looked straight at them winking making them squeal in delight.
Drown me in my daily cup of tea,
Tell the porcupines to quit stabbing me,
They make me fall, but i will stand
'Cause all of them are jerks with their cups in their hands.
You though back to when you were younger walking into your school seeing all of them sipping on their caffeine filled drinks. You continued to walk as one of them harshly pushed you making you fall fast first.
You watch them continue to smile not noticing the song was about them. You continued to play singing your song.
Now they want a whisper, a whisper from me,
'Cause all of them have watched me on their big screen tv's
But what about little ol' , little ol' me,
the one who got bullied, because of her teeth.
Back in elementary school you had really bad teeth. Some of them were crooked and you had a big over bite. You usually didn't smile because you were self conscious about them so you just have them a small smile and a quick wave. Louis,Harry,and Liam called you so many rude names that ended up you run in home crying to your mother about the mean kids at school who were picking on you about your flaws.
All of their smiles faltered a little as the continued to look at you but this time they were trying to think back on what you were talking about.
I hope you all are watching my middle finger rise,
to the bullies in the school yard, I know i'm on your mind,
now you say love me, but what about before,
when i was just that silly little girl next door.
You walked home seeing the familiar 6 people sitting on Niall's front lawn drinking soda and eating different foods smirking at you as you crept to the door looking at them from the corner of your eyes. You took a deep breath opening the white door taking a step in until you heard Zayn say "fat ass bitch" snickering his friends joining in with him.
You raised your middle finger up watching as everyone followed your lead except for the lonely 6 people.
Ladies o' ladies, why are you so mad, is it
cause im classy,
and you're trash bag
you teasing and laughing resonates through my heart
and now youre calling me 'cause you want a fresh start
You sat in the schools library reading a book when you heard heels clattering on the red and white tiles. You refused to look up thinking it was the librarian until your book was snatched from your hand and face getting met with a fist.
"That's what you get from looking at me yesterday you ugly cunt" Gigi whispered/sneered he lip glossed lips said in your ear. That day you went to a audition for American Idol and made it. The next couple of weeks you got a call from a unknown number. You answered it putting it to your ear.
"Hello?"
"Hey Y/n how have you been sweetheart!" Gigi said her voice filled with happiness.
"Good I guess?" You said unsurely readjusting yourself.
"I know we had some issues in the past but I was wondering if you want a fresh start you know" you sat there shocked anger rushing through your veins.
" Go to hell" You mutter into the phone not caring if she heard or not.
"Why!" She said angrily more or so yelling into your ear.
"Why are you so mad is it because I'm famous now huh? It's not my fault I'm classy and your a dirty ass trash bag!" With that you hung up the phone satisfied with your words.
You looked directly at Gigi making her uncomfortable under your harsh stare at her making you smile in triumph.
Now look at you boys you cant believe your eyes,
you told me I was ugly and I took you by surprise,
you should of been nicer cause look where I'm at,
while you copy Mac Miller wearin' snap back hats.
"Look what the cat drug in the ugly ass bitch what is her name again Serenade,Shangela,Laquifa?" Niall said scratching his dyed blonde hair making you cringe.
"Its Y/n" you said setting your books down sitting in your assigned seat which happens to be surrounded by all 6 of the demons.
"Shut the fuck up you ugly ass bitch!" Harry said pulling your hair harshly making you cry in pain. The rest of the class period consisted of you getting kicked,spit balls throwing at you,hair getting pulled,and ride names thrown around your teacher not noticing a thing.
When you said that Liam,Niall,and Zayn all took of their snapback hats throwing them to the crowd a blush crawling up to their necks and cheeks. You smirked at their gesture continuing to strum on the guitar pouring your heart into the lyrics.
I hope you all are watching my middle finger rise,
to the bullies in the school yard I know im on your mind,
now you say love me, but what about before,
when i was just that silly little girl next door.
The waged intently whispering to each other mostly Zayn to Gigi which you think they are still dating after all the years. But you wouldn't know because you have been traveling the world for the past 8 months at only 19 years old.
Why must you be so mean, talking trash about me...
All i wanted was a friend to laugh and cry and spend all of eternity
or even just a week
You sat in you room with all the lights off listening to Bryson Tiller and Drake getting into your feelings while looking through your feed which was filled with hate from the sextuplets.
You sniffled confused as why you were their only target of abused oppose to others. You wiped your eyes getting out of bed grabbing you notebook that was filled with music and started writing a song just for herself.
A tear slipped from your eye but you wiped it away quickly looking at the solemn group who had put down their signs crying into each other's shoulder.
I hope you all are watching my middle finger rise,
to the bullies in the school yard I know im on your mind,
now you say love me, but what about before,
when I was just that silly little girl next door.
You finished the concert leaving the stage going backstage changing waiting for the fans who have backstage passes. With your surprise thesis people walked in smiles on the face and all of your merchandise that you designed.
"It's such a honor to met you!" Zayn said shaking your hand kissing it afterwards. Gigi was next hugging you tightly whispering a sorry in your ear.
"Um I just wanna say I'm sorry Y/n for all 12 of your years that we made hell for you um I know you hate us but we just wanted to get that out of the way" Niall said after you gave him a hug.
"It's okay what's done is done you can change it but we can move forward I appreciate the apologies. You smiled and the rest of time in you home state you hung out till it was time to go to hit the next time not minding go back.
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Sorry for the crappy ending😅😕
