One Direction Interracial Preferences Pt.2

My Understanding {Trigger Warning} Louis

You sat in the corner of he room crying as more hate filled comments filled your computer screen and phone the dinging going on nonstop. You pulled your curls as the banging on the other side of the door wouldn't stop.
"Y/n listen to me please don't do anything that your gonna regret later please baby. Remember the time m-me and you went out on that date but we got pulled over and I got arrested. Or the time we first found out you were pregnant with my first born child Connor" he says to you his voice slightly cracking of the thought of you hurting yourself. You got up shakily going to the cabinet opening it,grabbing your bottle of anti-depressants taking the white powdered pills out of the half empty bottle. Tears cascaded your face as Louis banged on the door still trying to opening it this time more frantic and harder.
You popped them in your mouth some of them falling out your hands onto the white tiled floor that was surrounded by broken glass from the broken mirror. You filled the tub with ice cold water grabbing a piece of glass from the ground stepping into the running water. You slit your brown skin multiple times each time a small smile on your face. You slowly started fading from the world as the drugs ran through your body shutting down and the blood leaving your body dropping into the water. The water has finally poured from over the tub and onto the floor splashing everywhere the scattered glass floating.The water was no longer a crystal clear but a nice shade of pink and red as your blood that was coming from your wrist. Louis had finally called 9-9-9 still trying to get a hold of Y/n. He slid his body down the door when his hands were met with water.
"Oh God." He whispered his body jolting up from the ground. He slammed his body to the door this time with all his might each time his body collided it made a sickening crack sound. After the third hit it busted open from its hinges onto the wet floor. His body sat their shocked at the sight he was just witnessing. Y/n body was under the water small bubbles rising up to the surface but at one at a time. He finally snapped back into reality running and turning the water off grabbing her out of the icy water laying her onto the cold floor. He did CPR on her till he heard sirens and multiple feet coming up the stairs. He was pushed out of the way as they took his girlfriend away. Louis sat there for what seemed like for every until his body gave up on him and released everything from his body onto the water soaked floor. Louis' body shook as he cried harder and harder as he screamed at the top of his lungs asking why his girlfriend that he loved was probably dead in the back of a ambulance. He got up not bother changing and ran to his car calling everyone he knew to come down to the hospital. When he got their Paparazzi was already there and was crowding all around the hospital.
"BACK THE FUCK UP! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT MY GIRLFRIEND IS DYING RIGHT NOW BUT ALL YOU INCONSIDERATE BASTARDS ONLY CARE FOR THE NEXT BIG HEADLINE FOR YOU TO GET MONEY. YOUR THE REASON WHY SHE IN THIS PREDICAMENT RIGHT NOW! IF YOU JUST MINDED YOUR OWN GODDAMN BUSINESS SHE WOULDN'T BE IN THIS FUCKING HOSPITAL FIGHTING FOR HER NEXT BREATH. YOU DO REALIZE SHE HAS A LITTLE BOY HE IS FUCKING 3 YEARS OLD AND I PROMISE YOU IF SHE DOESN'T MAKE IT THATS GONNA BE ONE BOY WITHOUT HIS MOTHER. AND SINCE EVERYONE RECORDING MY RAMPAGE THEN LET ME JUST SAY FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO TOLD Y/N SHE WAS UGLY AND WORTHLESS BECAUSE WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND AND WHEN IT DOES IT COME BACK 10x HARDER SO WATCH THE FUCK OUT!" Everyone sat in silence as he ran into the hospital flipping off everyone until he entered the building. He frantically asked the receptionist where her room was she quickly told him what room she was in he quickly sprinted to her room. He busted into the room the sight made his body lurch as he ran to the bathroom throwing up once again. Louis cried softly into his hands as you sat in the bed your body limp as wires were coming from every part of your body. He sat in a chair holding your hand tightly whispering prayer after prayer for this to be a horrid dream. Every minute a different doctor would come in and tell him different things nothing ever being good. All they would say is that she had severe depression, she had multiple cuts on her arms old and new,and she had a small chance of living seeing the amount of water that had filled her lungs and the amount of pills she had taken but thankfully most of them were dissolved in her gums and teeth. His leg shook the entire night until his band mates Niall,Liam,Harry,and Zayn woke him up with grieving smiles on their faces.
"Louis I know this is hard for you but you need to got get changed,eat something,sleep this isn't health for you" Liam said handing him a pair of clothes and his hygiene stuff.
"I can't what if something happens when I'm gone!" He says panic wavering through his voice.
"Just take one here okay we will stay in her so if anything happens we can run and tell you!" Zayn says patting his damp back. Louis hesitantly got up but ran to the bathroom taking a 5 minute shower and did all the things like brushing his teeth,doing his hair,etc..When he got out Niall had a platter from McDonalds filled with Louis's favorites. He sat down and ate but his eyes was glued to Y/n and her heart monitor.
"How bout we sing a song for Y/n?" Harry suggest since Niall brought his guitar in from his car.
"Okay just follow my lead I made this up last night while I was with Y/n?" Hey shook their heads as Niall started strumming the guitar in a sorta darkish way. Without knowledge Zayn,Harry,Niall,and Liam set up their phones to record the entire thing to post on Twitter for all of the fans that were truly worried about Y/n's well being.

Oh sister
What's wrong with your mind?
You used to be so strong and stable
My sister
What made you fall from grace?
I'm sorry that I was not there to catch you

What have the demons done?
What have the demons done?
With the luminous light that once shined from your eyes
What makes you feel so alone
Is it the whispering ghosts
That you feared the most
But the blackness in your heart
Won't last forever
I know it's tearing you apart
But it's a storm you can weather

Oh sister
Those lines etched in your hands
They're hardened and rough like a road map of sorrow
My sister
There is a sadness on your face
You're like a motherless child who's longing for comfort
What's running through your veins
That's causing you such pain?
Does it have something to do with the pills they gave to you?
What is eating at your soul?
Was it the whispering ghosts that left you out in the cold?

But the blackness in your heart
Won't last forever
I know it's tearing you apart
But it's a storm you can weather

Oh sister
My sister
Oh sister
My sister

After finishing tears fell from their eyes. Louis broke down crying into Zayn's shoulder as Y/n body still stood lifeless.
1 week turned into 1 month
1 month turned into 2
2 turned into 3
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4 months has passed and nothing has changed yet with Y/n. Louis has officially became hopeless and decided was the day he was gonna pull the plug. Everyone in his and her family was crowded in the room.He held his son closely as he signed the paper and the nurse let them pull it. He took Connor to the wall grabbing his chubby hands and hey both pulled it. He watched as the lines moved down all the way flat. Everyone cried as they realized that a daughter,sister,mother,and potential wife was gone. Once everyone left Louis was the only one left with the cold corpse. He kissed it one final time before walking away. Louis grabbed his son letting him kiss her once on the cheek.
"Bye Mommy see you tomorrow!" He says not understanding that his mommy was dead. Just when he was leaving the hospital a doctor ran and had caught him but the arm.
"Mr.Tomlinson you must come quick something amazing just happened!" The doctor said Louis ran with Connor in his arms back to the room. He smiled brightly when he saw Y/n sitting up a gracious smile on her flawless features. Tears filled his eyes as he ran and kissed her passionately.
"I thought I lost you forever." He mumbled in her neck as Connor snuggled into her side.
"You can never get rid of me and I'm so sorry" she says looking down at the bandages wrapped around her arm securely.
"It's okay as long as your here it's fine. Can you just tell me why you did this?" She took a deep breath before telling him everything.

6 Months Later
Everything was back to normal all the self hatred and fan hatred was stopped after they posted the video of Y/n and them singing. Y/n now goes to therapy 3 times a week and is now happier.
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