Zayn smoked his weed as a stripper danced in his lap while his best mate Harry was banging a hoe in the back of the strip club. This was Zayn's life for the past few months smoking weed getting pissed drunk and banging random whores everywhere he goes with his side kick Harry. Forgetting all about his family at home.
"You look beautiful" he says huskily in her ear making the stripper who goes by the name Miss Mulatto get goose bumps all over her body.
"How about we take this in the back and let's just say this one will be on the house" she whispers in his ear her long acrylic nails tracing the tattoo of your guys wedding date on his collar bone. He eagerly shook his head as she took him to the back where he banged into a woman that wasn't his wife.
<Next Morning>
He woke up laid up with the girl he fucked the night before. He wiped the grime out of his eyes before realizing that he was suppose to be home with his wife and 4 kids. He quickly got up running out of the empty club running to his car driving off. Zayn opened the house door smelling like weed,sex,and cheap perfume. When he entered the house he saw something he wish he didn't;his wife crying and all 4 of his kids hugging her tightly.
"Momma since Dada not here I will be da man of da house!" Justin who is two said popping his pacifier back in his mouth.
"No I will since I'm 8 years old" Niall budded in hugging his mom closely her head laying on Liam's chest.
"Both of you shut up I'm in the double digits which is 11 years old so I will take the place of Daddy!" Louis said sass filled in his voice.
"Y'all are so cute but since I actually have a paying job I will be replacing Da- Zayn!" Liam said kissing his mother's forehead getting up turning around frowning when he saw his sorry excuse of a father Zayn.
"Aw look who decide to finally show up after what 5 months of going out and fucking other bitches that isn't mom. Hell I'm surprised you actually came back this time but I mean it's whatever seeing that your a addict who can't proved for his own family. I don't understand what mom sees in you honestly your a low life who puts all the pressure on a woman who has to take care of 4 boys and you and your drug habit!" Liam says anger seething through his voice.
"Watch your mouth remember I'm your father!" Zayn says some of the alcohol still in his system.
"Pfft...never in a billion years will I ever call you my fa-" Liam was cut off by a slap to the face. Liam held his face looking shocked as ever. Zayn smirked grabbing a cigarette from his back pocket lighting it. Y/n got up from the couch blocking Liam from Zayn.
"Don't you ever put your hands on my son or I swear all hell will break loose." She says glaring at the sloppy man she used to call her husband.
" I can do what the hell I want when I want to. Anyways he needs to learn some respect obviously you haven't been teaching him!" Zayn sneers at her.
"Well maybe if you were here we wouldn't be having this discussion right now..."Louis mumbled under his breath holding Niall and Justin who were crying.
"What did you say Louis?!" Zayn says stomping over to him grabbing him by the arm roughly making him squeal in pain.
"Let me go!" Louis said trying to release the vice grip Zayn had on his arm.
"Let my BooBear go!" Niall said running and punching at Zayn's leg making him laugh. He kicked Niall off of him making Niall bump his head on the glass coffee table.
Liam had enough of this foolishness his dad had brought to the house so he charged towards Zayn landing a harsh punch to his face.
"Don't touch my little brother asshole!" Liam said spitting on Zayn. Zayn continued to smoke his cigarette laughing.
"Liam your gonna pay for that." Zayn got up spearing Liam to the ground making a hard banging sound. That's when baby Justin grabbed his picture he drew early running with his short chubby legs to get his father while his mother took care of a crying Louis and Niall who had a brushed arm and a small cut on his head.
"Dada pwease stop! Your hurting my bubba!" Justin said crying flinging the paper everywhere.
Zayn looked up and saw that Liam's face was slightly red and a handprint was printed on his right cheek. He shakily got up from his sobbing son looking at his hands. He felt numb everywhere.
"I'm so sorry baby I never meant for this to happen..." Zayn said to his family they all looked away except for Justin who handed Zayn the slightly crumbled paper. It had him,Niall,Louis,Liam,Y/n,and Zayn but his stick figure had extra things added like bottles of liquor and smoke was around him and a x was over it too.
"Jay I'm so sorry..." Zayn said looking at his son who had tears rolling down his rosy cheeks.
"No sorry! I hate Daddy foreva and Eva no forgive!" Justin says snatching the picture ripping it up throwing it at him hugging Liam's neck as he picks him up taking him upstairs with the rest of his siblings. Y/n walked down the stairs her face looking drained from life.
"Zayn please leave you caused this family to much pain and hurt. You put your hands on them and I don't approve of that so please leave before I do something that I won't regret" she says her voice clipped and hard.
"Y/n can I just say that I love you -" Zayn said but was cut off by Y/n anger getting the best of her.
"No shut the fuck up! My love for you drained out when you started drinking and smoking! You never though that maybe your sons need a parental figure other then me! Your such a selfish bastard and I hate you just burn in hell!" Y/n took off her ring throwing it at him. She ran upstairs not caring that Zayn was pleading for her to comeback. Y/n went to Liam's room where all three boys were fast asleep. She grabbed all their suitcase filling them with as many clothes as she can before stuffing them under Liam's bed. She kissed their heads softly going downstairs seeing a serious of notes on the table she picked it up and saw Zayn's handwriting on it.
To My Love
I'm writing this message cause I feel really bad, thinking about the way I hurt you makes me really sad and angry with myself.
I'm sorry for all the hurt I've caused you and the kids for the past couple of months.I regret the things I've done. I've lost my only family I have ever loved and it was cause of the things I've done.
Baby I feel so bad right now, cause I tore your world apart, and now all I can think about is how I broke your heart.
These tears that run down my cheek are filled with sadness and hurt, because I loved you so much and now I know that it will never work :( I messed up and now I see that you mean the absolute world to me.
I know sorry's not enough because I'm such a screw up.. But for whatever its worth I wanted to say, that you cross my mind every single day...
The thought of you makes me smile, and I know our love was real, so I'm writing you this letter so that you know how I truly feel.
What I really want to say is that I'm sorry, I know that you didn't deserve to be hurt like that, and I know that you will find someone who will love you and treat you right, they will make you happy and that person won't hurt you like I did.
So I'm sooo SORRY for everything I've done, so all i have to say is that I love you and I'm so sooo sorry baby girl.
From~Cheater
