Part Two: "We Can Both Remove The Masks..." -Prologue

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Had you ever heard of the Snowball effect? Well, if you had, you probably wouldn’t have done what I did. The Snowball Effect is a process that starts from an initial state of a small significance and builds on itself, becoming larger and also potentially dangerous and disastrous.

That was exactly what happened. It was like dominos and I was the one how pushed the first one forcing everything else to fall apart. I had no idea that my small act of desperation could lead up to this.

I just wanted her to be mine. I loved her. I wanted to be the one to make her happy. But I’ve ruined her life forever.

Was it possible for a man to be so blinded by love that he could hurt the one he loved even unintentionally?

Everything was my fault. i sometimes wondered,  had I known that everything would lead to that, if I would do what I had done.  but there was no point in wondering now. She would never forgive me and I ouldn’t blame her. She pushed me away; she would never want to talk to me.

I loved her. I couldn’t stay away from her. I fell in love with her from the moment I saw her but she was never mine. She would never be mine. I owed her though. I had to make her happy. There were the times that I lived and breathed to see her smile.

I had no idea if what I was about to would make up all the things I destroyed. But I had to try. That was the only way.

I took a deep breath as I dialed the number. 

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