A Constellation of Thoughts

To: him

to him, 

I'm sorry i'm nervous a lot. 

I can't  help it. 

Or that you're dating someone who has a lot of 

... issues. 

That you're girlfriend has a learning disability.

But thank you, for being there and helping calm me down. 

The other day, i wouldn't tell you what was wrong, but you didn't care;

you hugged me and said everything was okay. 

Thank you for holding my hand, 

but doing it just because you can, and that you want to. 

thank you for hugging me when i need it, because you know me.

Thank you. 

(This is shit, but me and my lovely boyfriend have been dating for a month, so yeah.)