A Constellation of Thoughts

Melatonin

You don't sleep much and i'm worried about you. 

You see, i was like you. Insecure and small, insignificant to the world. 

I would stay up until the early morning just hoping you wouls notice who i actually was. 

I loved you. 

but i was so small and unclear for you to see, and therefore, 

it was not you who needed the glasses, but for i who needed to maximize myself. 

I stayed up until 4 A.M once, praying, you wouldnt harm yourself. 

My lungs were collapsing until i couldn't breathe and i finally fell asleep, because of the lack of melatonin in my body. 

i could not sleep over the thought of you. 

We aren't we anymore. 

we aren't boy and girl anymore. 

we aren't sad anymore. 

we don't stay up until 5 a.m anymore. 

and we sleep.