A Constellation of Thoughts

please read, a majority will relate.

a toll free number, isn't what we need.

you told me to call a suicide number line, and i couldn't bring myself to do it because it isn't that easy. 

we need a mental health 9-1-1, just as we have one for physical rescue, but what about mental rescue? 

we need to rescue ourselves, but we can't do it alone. 

we need a number, for those who have ticks in their head, and the books unread that they've tried to publish but could not come to terms with publicly humiliating themselves around people who don't seem to care.

12.38 is the US suicide rate. 

make 1238 stop, help 1238. 

1238 new suicide line, who's with me?