A Constellation of Thoughts

cold

I am cold, 

can't you see it? 

my lips are blue, my veins are purple. 

I'm trying to walk and keep warm but i'm freezing.

I can't focus on anything but you, and I don't hate myself for it. 

and so i just wait. 

wait for you to find me. 

But you never do, so i just wait there, for me to find me.