A Constellation of Thoughts

A Story.

I have a story, and it's a lot more important to me. There was a boy, his name was Gavin. You know, i couldn't go a day without wanting to harm myself? Neither did he, we were in class, and he made a stupid self harm joke, and i said it wasn't funny. 

"Kill Yourself." is what he said. 

Nobody heard it. So i said something to make sure everyone heard it. 

"Are you kidding?" is all i could say, and so. I got up and left class, i ran out the door, and nobody dramatically came after me. Nobody tried to save me from myself and that's okay. 

I saved myself. I wanted to be okay, and so I am.