Eyes On Fire

Chapter 22- Your "World"?

Chapter 22

 

I haven’t felt like this in forever being free from everything in the world. If you asked we where I was I couldn’t tell you except I was in some kind of enchanted Disney forest type thing.

I have everything I want and need except the one thing that I’ll always need; Jacob. Every time I think of him things go horribly wrong but one person that makes it all better is Luke.

Your probably wondering ‘who the hell is Luke?’ well Luke is the one person I pushed away and in the end he passed away. Luke, Heather and I grew up together he was the one that got me into MMA fighting. We did practically everything together and I even fell in love with him once but of course nothing happened.

When we were 12 we got into a huge fight also that day he had to go to the hospital; he found out he had cancer. I couldn’t be around him when he was dieing and so I pushed him away it was a huge mistake because a few weeks later he died from heart failure.

I cried for weeks, I started fighting a lot more and I did all my fighting for him until of course I moved. You know I never once visited his grave for the fear I would feel guilty and of course no matter what I always do.

I was walking through a forest in a light white dress being led and followed by lynx’s and wolves. I kind of feel like some sort of animal whisperer

‘Your still here that’s no good’ I heard a voice say a voice that I haven’t heard in forever

‘Luke?’ I asked turning around and in front of me was him not looking 12 but looking 17 he was handsome

‘Of course it’s me you’re in my world’ he said laughing

‘What do you mean your world?’ I asked walking up to him slowly

‘Well it isn’t exactly the after life were I actually am but your in between because of your imprint’ he said coming towards me also we stopped with a few meters between us

‘I’ve been watching over you since I died Kora how could I ever leave you’ he whispered

I started to tear up again ‘I’m so sorry I didn’t say good bye’ I whispered also feeling warm arms come around me.

I breathed in his familiar scent; chocolate ‘It’s alright I know it was hard for you but dieing isn’t that bad you feel more at peace with everything’ he chuckled hugging me tighter

‘Is there a hell?’ I asked bluntly

He stared at me for a moment with his deep blue eyes that I always loved ‘I don’t know’ he said staring past me

‘I need to tell you something’ he said letting me go and walking past me ‘I didn’t die from cancer’ he said slowly which confused me

‘But your family and doctor even said you had cancer’ I said in confusion

‘Kora I wasn’t human I’ve been around for thousands of years’ he said; what did he mean

‘I don’t get it we grew up together I watched you grow up with me’ I said starting to feel panicked and stressed

‘I did but after 6,000 years I die and the next 100 years I’m reborn. Kora I’m a humanPhoenix’ he finished turning around giving me a look of sadness

‘I never meant to die at that time it just happened’ he said desperate ‘I love you Kora I always have but your path was never meant to be with me it was to be with Jacob Black he’s you soul mate’ he said and kept walking forward and I followed

‘So you know everything about me is that it because Luke when you died I felt like it was my fault and I still felt like that’ I exclaimed

‘It was a circle of like for me Kora you’re not supposed to be here but I can’t stop you from being here because you half dead already’ he yelled coming back towards me ‘I only came here to tall you to let me go and to go back home’ he said holding me arms

‘I’m not going back home now that you’re here I want to stay with you’ I said frustrated and hurt why was he doing this we could be together just us

‘Please. Let.Me.Go.’ He said separating each word threateningly

‘Why should I?’ I challenged

‘Do you honestly want to leave your whole life behind for me; you have everything going great in your path and if your gone your going to leave a lot of good people behind’ he said letting me go and walking away ‘If anything Kora go to University for you MMA fighting do it for me’ he yelled and that’s when he disappeared.

EPOV

 

I’ve been watching her in her “world” I seen what happened with Luke and who he is and where she is. She still doesn’t know were she is but I think she could figure it out. Right now she’s on a sunny warm version ofFirstBeachwith lynx’s and wolves

‘What’s happening now?’ Monti asked me coming into the room were Kora slept

‘She’s on herFirstBeach’ I said simply walking away heading down the stairs to everyone else.

Heather was still in transition since yesterday; Embry hasn’t come back for that reason. I wanted to ask her about Luke also but I guess I can’t

‘Gelar Roberts will be here in 3 days and he said in that time to prepare her for a spirit ritual’ Monti said coming into the living room

‘What does she need for the ritual?’ Rosalie asked

‘My grandfather said he would bring the dress but she just needs to be bathed and cleaned up’ Monti answered pacing the room

‘Alice and I will do that’ Rosalie said and left the room withAlicebehind her

‘Is this going to work?’ I asked

‘My grandfather is the tribal leader and he knows what he’s doing so yes’ Monti asked and left the room also.

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I went to Bella’s house and kept her company for awhile

‘Edward Kora’s going to be alright you need to stop worrying’ she said in front of me

‘I’m sorry love it’s just…she’s the only friend I have and I don’t want to loose her’ I said sighing bringing myself to hold Bella every so gently

‘I know…I think if Jacob comes back her state will change’ Bella said and that gave me an idea

‘Bella do you think you could ask Billy Black were he thinks Jacob would go’ I asked

‘Yeah sure’ she said

‘I have to go and check on Heather also’ I said moving towards the window

‘What’s wrong with Heather?’ Bella asked worried

‘She’s turning into a vampire at this moment but don’t worry’ I said and jumped out the window.