" I'm in love with you, Clara "
What the fuck.
" What?! " I turned my head so I could see his face. He was still looking to the field.
" Yes, I can't handle it, I had to say it " he laughed.
" Why would you be in love with me?! " I was kinda shocked. Reallt shocked, to be honest.
" I don't know. I just love you. When I'm with you, I feel something weird in my head. I feel so good when you're around me. You're mysterious, kind, caring, everything I want " he finally looked at me by finishing his sentence.
" Oh my, Hervé, I wasn't expecting this at all " my heart started beating faster.
" It's okay, I know you love Vincent... But I don't care, honestly " and then his lips touched mine.
He kissed me.
And I just let him. It felt wrong but I enjoyed it at the same time.
" Wow, why - " I interrupted him: " shut the fuck up " and I kissed him again. We kissed deeply.
" Wanna drink something " Hervé asked. His face was so close to mine.
He was so gorgeous. His eyes were to drown in.
" Of course " I said and we both entered the cantine like nothing happened. But deep inside I felt so guilty. But at the other side. I just wanted to enjoy the night and drink and have fun. Vincent wasn't even here at my last game. That made me feel dissapointed in him. Because that was the only thing I had asked him to do. And he didn't.
So fuck you, Vincent.
I shook the thoughts away and drunk my beer.
The music was great. We danced and sang along. And I got kinda drunk.
Around 5:27am the cantine was getting empty. I decided to go home to.
" I wanna go home " I sang.
" Wowowow, you're not going home like that " Hervé laughed.
" Why not, Ray is waiting for me "
" I don't care " he laughed again and he took me to his car. I entered it without realising and Hervé started driving.
I checked my phone. Ray had been calling and texting me:
Where the hell are you??
We had a champion thingy party thingy, omw home. Not able to drive so Hervé driving.
And then I must've fallen asleep. When I woke up, I was still sitting in the car. The door next to me was opened and I saw Hervé.
" Hi sleepy head " he said and winked.
" What time is it " I sighed and stretched my arms.
" 6am or something "
I tried to get out the car but as soon as I stood on my legs, I felt that I would fall and that's what I almost did. Hervé catched me.
