That night was the most horrible night of my life. It was so hard to get any sleep as I was always thinking about what would happen when I would wake up. Saying goodbye to all lovely people I met here. Saying goodbye to the island I love most. Going back to the place where all trouble will just continue.
I remembered I had cried myself to sleep and now I'm laying down in my bed, not knowing what to do. It was 5am and I didn't want to get up. But at the other side I could run away, as far as I could and stay here.
But I knew I wasn't going to do that.
I sighed deeply and tried to get some sleep again but it just didn't work out. I took my phone and decided to open the messages I hadn't opened yet.
Hervé's, Vincent's and Ruben's.
Hi, can we talk some day?
Hervé wanted to talk... I hadn't seen him for a while, so I understand why he wanted to talk. But it made me nervous because everytime I read or heard his name, I remembered that one night.
Yeah, ofc.
I replied. That's the second one who wants to talk.
I'm glad you're havin' fun
Vincent's reply on my message I had sent him a while ago. I don't check my phone a lot when I'm out.
Glad :)
Ruben's answer.
I actually didn't want to see any boy the first days except Vince or William and Henry. I hadn't seen them for a while too. I kinda missed them.
I must've fallen asleep then, because my mum had to wake me up and I saw my phone laying on my chest.
" Clara... It's time to get ready, we're having breakfast " she didn't look happy either.
I just sighed and nodded. I got up from my bed, went to the bathroom and put on some jeans shorts and a my PRAET shirt. I looked at myself.
I'm so tan.
I didn't want it to go away.
When we were all set to go for breakfast, we left our room and took our suitcases with us. It really hurt to close the door. Realising I would never open it again.
We left our suitcases at the reception and when I turned around to go to the restaurant, Zorba was blocking my way by standing in front of me.
" Are you leaving? "
" Y-yea " I mumbled.
" How long have you been here? "
" 11 days "
" Clara, we'll go to the restaurant already, come when you're ready " my mum said and they left. Ray followed them but tapped my shoulder before she did.
Me and Zorba, both didn't say a thing. And suddenly he rushed his arms around me and held me tighly. I did the same. I wish I didn't have to let him go.
