I was still sitting on the edge of the bed when Cris entered the room. I looked at him and checked out his naked body. I must say it was divine but I said something totally different.
" I'm sorry but I can't do this "
" Uhm " he mumbled. It was hard to dissapoint him. How much I'd love to fuck him wih his divine body, I couldn't.
" Fuck " I said to myself.
" I'm so sorry ", I sighed deeply, covering my face, " I'm.sorry for ruining your mood "
I felt he got to sit next to me, putting his CR7 briefs on again.
I just ruined my first and last chance.
" What's wrong? " he asked in his gentle way, taking my arms away from my face.
" You wanna hear everything? " I sighed.
" You told me half of it yet, so yeah, wanna hear the other half "
" There's this guy, my ex-boyfriend. I ruined our relationship because I cheated on him and kind of got pregnant - " he interrupted me: " you were pregnant? " he looked quite shocked.
" I was, yes, but the kid is gone, he was never alive " I just looked at the floor while telling him.
" Must've been a hard time for you "
" Hell yeah it was "
" What happened then? " Cris asked.
I continued: " weeks passed until on the last day of school Vince, my ex gave me a second chance and I just don't want to ruin it. I just - I just love him so much "
" Don't worry, I understand " he said, laying his head on my shoulder.
" He'll be proud of me when he knews that I left you for him " I joked.
" No one ever did that tho "
" I'm different "
" You're definitely different " he smiled. I smiled back.
" But hell, you're hot in that black underwear on that tan body of yours " he looked into my eyes.
" Stop " I felt that I blushed.
" Now that this is not going to happen can we just - just cuddle and lay down " I suggested.
" I'd love that " he said seriously, still looking into my eyes.
And that's what we did. We just laid down on his bed. My head was resting on his chest and he let his hand go through my short hair several times.
I loved his smell.
" I don't want to start about it but I wish you didn't have to leave tomorrow "
" You really do wish that? " I was surprised.
" Yeah, like you said yourself. You're different than those other girls "
