Not Ready

≈Chapter XLIII :

~Los Angeles,

•05/30 {Tuesday, 1:15 P.M}

~*~ Dorian ~*~

It'd been five whole days since Docia and I told each other our stories and things were fortunately not weird between us. I think it got us closer more than anything else. It really put our trust for each other on an another level.

Words couldn't explain how happy I was that she didn't freak out when I told her that I killed my own father. She was actually understanding and said that she would've done the same if she was me, what comfort me and made her look more beautiful to my eyes.

Yeah, for some people our relationship would seem so weird, but that type of things can't be controlled. The universe linked us, God made us meet for a reason and who were we to get in the middle of this ? We might seem crazy to still mess with each other since we found out crazy parts about our past, but that day made it just clear that we were somewhat meant to be. If it was another girl, she wouldn't have reacted the same way and would've ran far away from me, but Docia was just that special woman I got the chance to have in my life.

I really felt like a very huge weight got off both of my shoulders. I felt lighter and better in my own shoes. I felt like I could totally be myself with Docia now. There was nothing left to hide. I was completely being honest with her now and it was great.

"So, are y'all excited to graduate ? " I asked the twins as we were shopping for the baby. Suzanne was now seven months and got bigger since the last time I'd seen her, what wasn't that long ago. Or maybe it was ? But I was really shocked when she opened the door this morning. On some days, I still thought that this whole pregnancy was a joke, but then I was hit with reality once again and realized that my little cousin wasn't a little girl anymore and was really about to have a baby in a couple of months.

A mother.

My baby cousin was going to be a mother in July. It was still unbelievable. If someone told this two years ago, I wouldn't have believed them, but it was now happening. I knew she was going to be a good mom though. I could already see some little changes in her and that she matured a little too. I met her boyfriend and it seemed like a cool guy and plus he was helping Suzanne a lot, but I was still keeping close eyes on him though. Just one, one wrong move and I will kill this boy.

"Yes, finally ! I can't wait. I want to get out of there and be done with high school for good. I'm two seconds away to slap some people in there. We just have the exams left and then adiós amigos." Su answered and I playfully shook my head at her. That's exactly how RJ and I were feeling at the end of our Senior year.

"And how was prom ? "

"It was alright, well actually  a little wack until we got to the after party and oh boy it was LIT ! "

I raised my brow, "You went to this too ? " I asked Suzanne and she gave me a bitch face, what caused me to laugh.

"C'mon now ! Who do you think I am ? I'm not crazy ! De'Ontae and I didn't go to prom, instead we had a cute little date and it was great." She beamed while rubbing her belly.

"What are y'all gonna do once the baby will be there ? Move in together ? "

She shrugged, "We're not sure yet. We don't really want to move in together just because of the baby, but at the same time, it might be easier. We thought that at first it'll be good to still live at our parents' house and then if we feel like it'll be best for us to move in, we'll do it."

"So, he's not going to college ? "

She shook her head, "Not this year at least. He found a job and he's working with his grandpa now to get us some money. I have my heritages in case and I think once the baby will be around five months, I'll go find a job. That's what we're gonna do and we're gonna see if it'll be possible for us to start college next fall. Mom, dad and his mom told us that they'll help us as much as possible."