Kissing In Cars

I Was Drowning In Guilt

*VIC'S P.O.V.*

I awoke the next morning and knocked on Sam's door. Instead of waiting for her to answer I walked in and found her asleep.

She's so adorable. I smiled to myself. I went over and kissed her head. She groaned and turned over glaring at me with her sleepy eyes.

"Morning baby." I stuck my tongue out at her then kissed her.

"Good morning." She whispered back with a small smile. "You're nearly naked dude." She looked down and laughed. I realized I almost was. I was so excited to wake her up that I stayed in my boxers. I jumped in the bunk with her and threw a blanket over myself.

"There; happy?" We laughed and kissed again. I could feel a hesitate vibe coming from her but I thought nothing of it. She was shy and she was cautious. It's just her nature. I decided to let her get dressed so I went to shower. I put on some black jeans with a red San Diego tank top. I walked out and saw Jaime sitting in the eating booth by himself. He looked stressed out.

"Something wrong Jaime?" I sat next to him.

He slowly looked at me. "Nothing I'm fine." He forced a smile. I know when he's upset and I know he keeps it to himself. So I let it go and started to make everyone breakfast. Soon Mike and Tony joined Jaime. Eventually Sam came out. The minute she sat down, tension filled the room like a flood. The guys and I ignored it and watched as Jaime took his breakfast to his bunk.

"What's wrong with him?" Tony asked. I shrugged and said I didn't know. Sam ate slowly and eventually went to feed Tigger leaving the three of us alone to eat. We decided to talk about our show in a few hours instead of stressing over something we didn't know.

*TONY'S P.O.V.*

I woke up and got dressed. Walking out to get breakfast I could see Jaime was upset. All I knew about that could stress him out was Sam. I knew he had a crush on her but I hoped she didn't break his heart.

"What's wrong with him?" I asked Vic. He shrugged and shook his head.

Jaime's a sweet dude. And he deserves to be happy too... I thought. If she hurt him... I'll be so mad.

I sat next to Jaime and put my hand on his shoulder. "You okay man?"

It seemed like awhile before he looked at me. "Yeah I'm fine. I'll tell you later."

He got up with his food as went to his bunk. I noticed at the moment that Sam had entered the room. She looked stressed about something.

What the fuck happened last night? I thought. Something must have happened. And I was determined to find out.

*MIKE'S P.O.V.*

After getting ready for the day, I sat down for breakfast. I could see Jaime upset and it seemed like Tony knew why. I looked over at Vic who was too busy passing out food. Once Sam entered, Jaime left to his room. Sam looked upset also. What could have happened? I feel so left out. I'll ask Sam later.

*SAM'S P.O.V.*

I felt somebody kiss my head. Assuming it was Vic I groaned and turned over, glaring at him with my tired eyes as best I could.

"Morning baby." He stuck his tongue out and kissed me.

"Good morning." I glanced down and smiled. "You're nearly naked dude." I felt like I was violating him with my eyes.

He jumped into bed next to me and put a blanket over himself. He hugged me close. "There; happy?" He kissed me again. When he did it reminded me of last night. I wanted to pull away but I couldn't because he'd get suspicious.

When our lips finally parted for air, he looked at me. "I'll let you get dressed." He smiled and kissed me again before leaving.

I wanted to cry the whole time I was getting dressed. I put on a black tank top with my PTV sweater and blue jeans. Barely doing my make up properly, I finished by running a brush through my flat hair.

"I need to wash this." I reminded myself while lifting a limp strand.

I slowly walked out to the front of the bus and saw Vic passing out breakfast.

He's so sweet. I thought. Then I saw Jaime. He looked mad yet heartbroken at the same time. Once I sat down, he grabbed his food and walked away down the hall without even looking at me. I wanted to die. This was all my fault! Why did I kiss him?

I noticed Mike staring at me with question. But Tony was glaring at me. Did Jaime tell him? Oh my gosh if they all find out I'll be dead!

I fought tears back as Vic sat next to me. I slowly ate my food before I gave up and went to feed Tigger. I could feel them staring at the back of me but I had to keep walking as the tears flowed down my cheek.