Playing with fire

Just friends?

This is for all you lovely readers. I'm not particularly good at writing scenes like this, so all feedback welcome :) hope you're all having a fab bank holiday xx

She woke up early the next morning and opened the curtains just as the sun was rising. She looked across at Jacob and smiled as he pulled himself out of bed and stood behind her.

"I haven't watched the sunrise for years," he smiled as he handed her a hoody and grabbed a blanket before he lead her outside. She stood wearing his hoody and small shorts

As they watched the sunrise above them,

She turned in his arms and kissed him softly, her hands running across his chest,

"As much as I want this..." He explained, struggling to find the right words as she slipped his hoody over her head, "I... Don't want you to regret this,"

She slipped her shorts down her legs and stepped closer to him,

"I need to feel you," she told

Him by way of explanation, "I want to feel like me again,"

He took her hand and lead her up the stairs, watching her for signs that she may be starting to regret what they'd started,

He turned her around so she could look at them in the mirror. She smiled. At how tall and muscular he looked as he stood behind her, and how safe she felt standing with him. "You're very beautiful," he told her as he placed a soft kiss against her shoulder, "I want to kiss every part of your skin over and over again,"

She tipped her head back and watched how his lips curled into a smile as she unhooked her bra. He slid his hands around her waist,

"Turn around," he smiled and she did, standing before him in nothing but dark purple knickers,

He pressed his lips to hers as he brushed his thumbs over the underside of her breasts,

"I've wanted to do this since the first night we met," he whispered, ""I went home that night and wondered what it would have been like to run my hands over your skin,"

She wrapped her arms around his neck as she bit his collar bone lightly, her fingernails gently scraping across the skin of his neck,

"Lie down," she told him, pushing him backwards and kissing his mouth once before she trailed kissed down his toned stomach. She removed his trousers and underwear before sliding her hand over his already hard length and slipping her mouth around him,

"Connie," he moaned and she smiled, "you want me to stop?"

"Don't you dare," he uttered and she kept her eyes on him as she moved her mouth and her hands up and down.

He covered his eyes with his hands, as she leaned over and downed the water that was beside his bed,

She smiled and he laughed, "give me a minute," he told her, "your mouth is incredible,"

He rolled over so his weight pushed her into the bed, she shifted her arms so they fell around his neck,

"Am I squashing you?" he asked and she shook her head, "I wouldn't care if you were,"

He kissed her, silencing her momentarily before his finger tips slipped between their straining bodies and caused her to cry out, he gripped her waist and she arched her back as she felt his tongue run across her thighs,

"You don't have too," she panted,

"I want to," he told her, "I want to make you scream,"

She could feel she was close and she caught his head in her hands, "what do you want?" He asked her, running his fingertips teasingly over her breast,

"You know," she told him and he leaned over her, turning her onto her side so as not to hurt her ribs,

He nuzzled her neck, his hands running up and down her sides, "you... Inside me... Now," she uttered and he groaned as he pushed himself inside of her.

They moved together, they seemed to create a rhythm so easily it was like they'd done all of this before. He captured her lips with his own, as she bucked against him,

"I can feel your close," he uttered and as she threw her head back and cried out his name, he chuckled before he couldn't help but call out her own.

They lay in silence for a few minutes, both struggling to catch their breathe. She could sense his apprehension and so she turned and wrapped her leg over his thigh,

"Connie," he uttered, against her forehead as she held herself close to him,

"That was incredible..." He uttered before shaking his head, "fuck."

She dozed on his chest and he ran his hand up and down her slender back, they'd lay in bed together countless times, but never like this. Never had they been quite so close, with no clothes between them and he realised that he wanted more for the two of them than he wasn't ready to admit,

"Don't worry," she whispered, "being here like this with you is messing with my mind too,""

He laughed at her honesty. "Tell me what you're thinking," she asked him, "you look so serious and I..." She pressed her mouth to his, "nothing you say right now will ruin how I feel about you, if you want just friends, I can do just friends,"

He ran the tips of his fingers across her cheeks, "you're still married... You're still married and..."

"I will never go back to him... Ever... The guilt about marriage vows and moving forwards without him has gone following everything that has happened recently... I don't want him anymore, I don't even want what we used to have,"

He twisted her hair around his finger, "what's changed?"

"You... Surely you know that,"

He smiled, "my feelings for you run too deeply to have sex with you again if you're not sure about me... If we stop this here as friends I can deal with that... I can't keep having sex with you and be just friends, I'm too into you for that,"

She sat up, "do you think I'm using you as a rebound?" She asked , raising her eyebrow and for a moment he thought she'd bolt.

"I'd like to think that I mean more to you than that, but you asked me what I was thinking... Jesus Connie I was thinking about why a woman like you would want a man like me,"

She lay down onto her stomach, propping herself up on one arm over him,

"I'll save that for another time," she grinned, "but believe me, you mean so much more to me than a rebound."

He slipped his hand up into her hair and kissed her, loving how her skin felt against his own,

"I've got the day off today," she smiled, slipping her legs either side of his so she leaned over him,

"So do I..." He replied,

"What do you want to do?" She smiled,

"This," he laughed, rolling her over onto her back and peppering kisses all over her face as she laughed,

"All day?" She questioned and he nodded,

"All day."