Would you love me from who I am(Nathanael x reader) one shots??

12: Fell so hard (3)

Author's note: I'm sorry I'm the worst.

Pls see part 2 first.
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"your in my room" he said.

"oh ok, why am I here?", asked him as I held my head cause of the slight pain.

"you fell to the river and I came to save you before you sunk more deeper", he looked at me with concern eyes.

"thanks, Nath I owe you one", I gave him a smile.

"No problem (y/n), atleast you did got hurt from the fall",

"yeah...... Is not the worst fall there I ever got...... ", I lowered my gaze as I hold my anger. The dream I had really got to my nerves but I must keep my cool.

Everything went quiet as we silently drink the cocoa that Nath brought... it was awkward until...

"hey, (y/n) are you alright?", Nathanael went beside me and held my hand.

" yeah I'm fine...", he reached for my chin and faced me to him.

"you don't't look fine to me (y/n)...",

"I SAID I'M FINE !!", I pushed Nathanael away and stood up.

"what wrong with you all of a sudden huh!?!", he stood up as well as he grip my wrist stopping me in place.

"you want to know what's wrong with me!?! ", ain't shout back.

"yeah I want to know cause' you're my friend, (y/n)!!!", he said. "I know you're having a rough square and I don't know why....Ever since you fell from the river earlier you became worst..... You didn't even thank me that I caught you!!!", he continued.

"caught me.... caught me... hahahahaha", I started laughing from what he said. I was laughing like I was insane he then let go and looking at me confused.

"you just don't know do you..... ", I lowered my head as my hair covered my eyes. I was a mess.... I couldn't hold the tears so I just let it fall. "you don't know how much it hurts when I fell....",

"to the river??... tell where it hurts??", he came closer and held my shoulders.

"my heart....it hurts... ",

"your heart?",

"yes Nath my heart!!!, I fell so hard for You!!!! ", I yelled it to his face....my face full of tears.

"what?? ",

"fell for you Nath.... I love you", I said crying clenching my fist to my chest. " you don't know how much it hurts seeing the person you love, love someone else.." I stepped back "I was always a mess think if I should just move on about you because there is no way that your heart will change.....you will still love her",

"(y/n)...I--- ",

"no don't.... I'm not done.....you.. you always compared me to Marinette.. ",

"what I--I would never do tha----", I didn't let him finish his words.

"don't lie to me.....I heard you say things like I wish y/n could just be Mari.... I wish y/n could act like Marinette and etc.... you didn't think about that huh??! ", I said every word cover in hurt.

"I was just kiddin' okay...... even if we talk that I just saw you laugh it off.....so I thought is no big deal ",

"no big deal!! No big deal!!? Nathanael comparing someone to others is just plain rude and for me to hear it from you is twice as hurtful!!", I yelled at him.

I was standing there trembling in anger. I hated how I yelled at him and how I poured my anger to him.... I hated myself for falling to deep in love with him that made turn my heart to glass.