We're a Beautiful Disaster

bridesmaid to the chick that ruined my life

FEB,14 ....Sunday.....2:45.. pm ..............

I have just finished puting Jenna's hair in a briaded bun, and i have to say i did a pretty good job almost as good as the hairdresser that never showed up today. thats why im doing it

"Ok look." i say she looks in the mirror and smiles, 

"Oh it looks amazing! oh thank you! " she says claping her hands, 

"You're welcome." i say even though i dont like her all that much for taking John away from me well it doesnt mean i totaly hate her or that i want her hair to look funny on her wedding day. 

"I can't make myself believe this is happening." she says smiling in the mirror.

"Wow!"Jenna's mother says walking in and looking at her, 

They start talking and i slip out of the room the wedding is taking place in a pretty hotel and Jenna is geting ready in a room the one there staying in tonight

So i better use this chance to sleep i don't know how long it will be before i can really sleep again unless i go to Drew's, i think I'm going to get a place but i don't want to ask John for the money, and i have no job so... 

I guess there's always Drew i could stay with him a while I am truly glad for him he's made this a little easier, and im so glad just to have him back in my life 

"You look amazing," John says i look up i hadnt been looking around and we're just standing here in the hall now, he looks me over, 

"Thanks." i say 

I was a bridesmaid so i had on a dress that matched the rest its dark purple strappless dress that ended just above my knee's and i must say it looked good on me, it was also pretty tight fitting. 

"How you feeling?" i ask him 

"I'm good, might puke, but I'm good." he says, giving me a shaky smile, i know he's just scare and he should be its his wedding day he can be a bit on edge.but I smile at him. 

"If it makes you feel better she feels the same way." i say he laughs still sounding shaky, 

"Good, wait is that mean? uhg i don't know." he says running his hands through his hair 

"Calm down!" i say laughing at him, as much as i hate losing him all i want is for him to be happy and well Jenna makes him happy. 

"Ok I'll try." he says  

"Hey dude come on there about ready for ya." Drew says walking down the hall, he is his best man and i guess its time to get set up, Drew looks me over and smiles i smile back at him,  

"Ok, I'll see you later." John says and they hurry down the hall, i watch them until they are out of sight and then i go back to the room, well here it goes.

3:02pm. 

I feel verey watched as i walk down the aisle John is standing at the end Drew is the only one with him other than Jenna's brother, i go stand in my place up there with the other bridesmaids, all eyes are now on Jenna as she walks up, John has a look of pure love, like the place could cave in and he wouldn't even know. 

And i promise myself I'll never settle for less then that, true love, where you are the only thing he sees and he forgets the rest of the world when he's with you, -but i'll make sure he wouldnt block everyone out-  and someone who just loves you and would do anything for you.

John takes her hand when she's with in reach then everyone but us sits and the preacher starts, 

"Do you Johnathan Evans take this women to be you're wife? To have and to hold though sickness and though health, through rich and through poor until death do you part?"