We're a Beautiful Disaster

thats what you get for waking up in Vagas!

JAN 17.......2011......MONDAY.  

Not much has changed in two years.  

Me and Emily are a lot closer now, She's a pretty fun person and i think she has spent way to much time around Drew, if she hadnt acted enough like him before well now you'd never know that wasnt his real sister, and i must say i have wondered ....

And John and Jenna are still as madly in love as ever, and because of that me and Drew spend a lot of time together, as friends, and that is it. 

So that's why we're going on this trip for my 21st birthday, to Vegas, John had flipped out when he found out he told us how stupid a idea it was and blah-blah-blah-, but have we ever been known to listen?  

He would have came to but, Jenna isn't feeling well  which means she's probably pregnant and that would be just awesome...not i do still live with them, most the time mostly ive been staying with Drew and he'll give me something to do around his house to keep me busy and he has a clean house. 

And Drew weirdly is protective of Emily and wouldnt let her come since she isn't old enough yet and John told Drew in details what he would do to him if i got hurt, and we both know he would do everyt bit of it.  

We had left this morning, but the time had changed all i know is the plane is about to land and its lunch here,   

"Bay look." he says pointing out the little window, and smiling at me, i lean over him to look out and see the city from the plane and it looks cool, little ant people, ha ha.  

"Wow." i say. 

After the plane lands which is the worst part for me, uhg all the bumping and sounds and well i just dont like it, Drew holds my hand the whole time and it helps but i feel like a two year old....

But after getting off and getting our bags, which takes forever, we go out side and Drew gets a taxie he's not as used to getting a taxie as i am since he has a car but he still rides in them sometimes, but me anytime i wanna go some where and i cant get Drew well i kinda have to get a taxie because John still works and theres only his car. 

Driving through the city is cool, all this flashy stuff, well New york has a lot like this too but whatever, its not really the same, but im still used to all the bright lights and stuff, we get to the hotel and Drew signs us in, and we go upstairs to the room,

When we get upstairs to the 8th floor we walk dow nthe hall and to our room and he unlocks the door with the little card thingy and we go in, and i must say  its huge like a apartment really, Drew puts all our bags up  and then comes back into the living room with me, 

"How about we rest some and then go out later tonight?"Drew says sitting beside me on the couch, 

"Okay." i say slumping back into the chair

"This place is really nice." i say looking over at him,

"Only the best for you love." he says laughing i smack his arm and roll my eyes at him, he's so weird, we sit here for a while watching tv,

"Im going to go take a nap, im tired." i say

"Okay, i'll wake you up later to go eat or something." he says i nod and  I go in my room and I look at my bag on the bed i get out my sweat pants and a t-shirt and  change and lay on the bed, its soft and plush and i love it. 

I wish John could've came but i really don't think he would have liked it much here he was never much for partys where Drew has known problems with stuff like this so i should make sure he doesn't go too far this week, i remind my self to watch him.