We're a Beautiful Disaster

not good.

.......3:55....pm 

I look up at Emily in shock how in the world had she found us all the way out in the middle of no where? because we're out in the freaking sea on a island!

"How'd you find us?" Drew asked i guess just as shocked as me.

"It hurts that you think i couldn't. " she says crossing her arms over her chest and pouting at us,

"No, i knew you could i just thought we would have more time."  he says sighing and i know like me he wishes she wouldve been another hour or so.

"Nope! now get up!" she yells glaring at ud again, we get up off the couch. 

"At least you're dressed." she grumbles and i glance down at my tank top and shorts and he is just wearing shorts now but we're pretty much dressed.  

"Yeah, well you should have give me a few more minutes," he says shruging

"Oh hush." i say blushing and glaring at him, i didnt really like him making jokes like that like ive said im a shy person and well even though she's my friend i mightve not liked him making jokes about us sleeping together! 

"Uhg whatever, get you're stuff we're leaving." she says matter of factly like we have no choice and i dont think we do i really think she will take us kicking and screaming if she must. 

"What don't we get a choice? Bay?" he says looking over at me,  

"Well...uh i am a little home sick." i say i hate being put on the spot.

Yeah i would like to stay here with him longer but i dont think we have a choice and if we dont go what if John shows up here and i dont want that i know they will fight and i dont want them fighting out here where they cant get to the doctor when they need it.. 

He looks at me a bit shocked and a trace of hurt in his big blue eyes and that kills me i dont want him to be upset or mad at me, im just trying to do whats right and best and uhg! i dont dont know what to do about any of this! 

"Fine, if you really want to go then I'll go pack!" he says and stomps off to our room and i know he's mad and i want to go after him and make him feel better, but Emily wont let me because i know she is glaring ay me and i turn to look at her. 

"I can't believe you two got married!" she yells at me,  

"Me either." i say sighing

"And without me!" she snaps

"Sorry, but um we we're drunk." i say shrugging and kinda hoping he doesnt hear that because i dont want to make him think i regret any of this because really i dont and i love him so much and i feel bad for upseting him already, 

"Well you're not drunk now, and you'r still here." she says  

"Yeah, but Emily, i want to make this work me and him for us." i say sighing and just needing her to understand that i love him but i know she cant because she never really knew how much i once loved him and how much i still do.

"Of course you do, Bay you're just going to get hurt  and how can i kill him? He's my brother." she says sighing,  

Some part of me thought maybe she was right that in side I'm only seting myself up to get hurt again, that it will be the same as last time and i'll get my heart broke but the other part of me thought that it will work this time..

' It'll happen again he'll hurt you.' a voice in my head says 

'People can change! ' another said.