We're a Beautiful Disaster

didnt see that one coming.

Dec.7....  Friday, ...5:41pm.....

I'm siting on the couch with Drew and were fighting for the tv remote, i slap him and he drops the remote, to rub his cheek, i smile all evil, 

"Owch." he says giving me a sad look I just laugh at him, 

"Be nice guys." John says rolling his eyes at us, I look up he's buttoning up his shirt, 

"Where you going?" i ask 

"To diner with Jenna." he says smiling

"Oh okay fine." i say shruging 

"I'll be back late, you can get supper right?" he says looking at us 

"Yeah if i had money!" i say 

"You know I'm not that hard to sweet talk."Drew says winking at me, i just roll my eyes, 

"See you're good, i got to go see ya later." he says walking out i lean back on the couch and look up, 

"Oh come on , its not like a real date." he says smirking and poking my side, 

"Its not that i don't mind going out to eat with you we do it all the time now," i say shrugging, 

"So thats it you miss him, don't you?" he says giving me a look like he felt bad for me John and Jenna had started going out and well they go out a lot now and John is either working or with her, before he would work and then he'd have time for me now he never really has time for me.. 

"Yeah i mean I'm glad he's happy and all but he never has time for me anymore," i say

"Yeah, well you've got me and sadly for both of us i don't see that changing any time soon." he says  

"Ha ha, still cant get a girl friend?" i ask him smirking, 

"I could but i don't want to, the girls I'm around aren't people you make life long plans with." he says shrugging i know that in the few weeks since he's been home he's got some offers and went out with two girls but neither worked out. 

"I didnt know you thought that far," i say he shruggs, 

"You hungry cause i am." he says 

"You're always hungry!" i say 

"So are you." he says smiling and shruging 

"Well then let's go." i say

10:52pm 

As me and Drew walk though the hall to the loft,  we laugh at some stupid joke he made that really i don't even remember now! we had went to eat and seen a movie, but it was not a date.I unlock the door and we go in he helps me out of my coat, 

When i look up i seen what he probably already had John and Jenna making out on the couch, they haven't even noticed us yet,  

"GROSS!" i say making gagging sounds, John pulls back and looks up at me and Jenna jumps up off the couch, and starts jumping in place, uh okay...... 

"OH OH LOOK WHAT HE GOT ME ISN'T IT AMAZING!!" she Say's look at her out reached hand, a ring on her left hand, I am at a loss for words, he hadn't even told Me?!  I try very hard to hide my pain, i wouldn't ruin this for them, but im hurt, how could he not have told me? 

"Oh Jenna its awesome!" i say faking a huge smile,She sits back in his lap and hugs him. 

"I just cant believe how lucky i am!" she says beaming with joy, 

"I'm the lucky one babe." he says back. 

"Well, i just came to get something, i was going to go over to Drew's," i say  knowing i just didn't want to be here he plays along with it,