We're a Beautiful Disaster

and it was going so well..

JAN...21....BAY P......O.......V..... 

I open my eyes  and look around still trying to wake up, uhg, there is light shining through the curtins and thats what had woke me up the light in my eyes, I look over at the clock, crap we slept in pretty late. 

I look over at Drew his head is laying on my belly, im not quite sure how or when he started useing my belly as a pillow, but its really cute looking he's still fast asleep and he is smiling and he looks so peacefull in his sleep and i just want to kiss him all over...

oh yeah i love this, waking up to him i could get used to this quick, of course i was already used to waking up with him but not like this, not falling asleep with him after what we did last night, i blush a little as it all goes through my mind again.

I know i will remember last night for the rest of my life, no matter what happens i'll always have that one good thing to look back on, my first time with him and i wouldnt have wanted anyone else i am glad i have waited all this time, totally worth it. 

I run my hands through his hair twisting the ends around my fingers, his hair is so soft it always has been, and i love it, he doesn't move or show any signs of waking up so I let my hand trace some of the marks on his back. 

Okay so he wasn't joking about all the marks, but its not like i meant to hurt him.. He moans and moves a little bit closer so i'll pet him more and i thought that was very cute and i smile, but i also want food so he needs to get up. 

"Come on i know you're awake." i say he opens his eyes and looks up at me and smiles his eyes are only half open the light must still be burning his eyes the way it had mine. 

"What time is it?" he asks yawning

"Noon." i say and he groans  

"Can't we just stay in bed?" he asks looking up at me hopefull

"I'm hungry." i say   

"Me to." me says sighing, he moves and sits up and so do i, he pulls me into his arms and  he kisses my cheek, and i lean into him and smile. 

"Get dressed and i'll find us food." he says  

"Mmkay." i say yawning he then gets up off the bed and leaves the room not even bothering to get dressed, i sigh and get up, 

 I get up and look through the bags and find a light blue sun dress i put it on and go to the kitchen to find him, he's standing by the table and i walk over to him and he hands me a orange? I look at him, 

"Come on its good for you." he sys rolling his eyes at me, I just shrug, he had already cut it, so whatever, im not a huge fan of oranges but it could be worse so i just eat it,  after i finish it he pulls me into his arms,

Then he starts kissing my neck, he leaves little trails down my neck and i start breatheing faster and it burns every where he touchs me and it just feels so good, but.. 

"No stop." i say

"Why?" he whispers against my skin and i shiver feeling his warm breath/ 

"I'm still a little......last night.." i mubble blushing he just laughs. 

"Aw..." he says

"Its not funny." i say pouting

"It sorta is." he says I turn around in his arms to face him and i stick my toung out at him, 

"Nice what are you 4?" he asks laughing  

"No." i say he doesnt say anythinng just rocks me slowly allmost like we are dancing, and it feels nice to just be in his arms and him holding me i cant help but smile,