We're a Beautiful Disaster

perfect doesnt last for long

5:49.am.

I open my eyes.

I sit up and grone.

Oh man ..

I feel sick.

I guess i woke him up

"Honey you ok?"he asked.

"No.I'm going too be sick"i say.

Jumping up and runing too the bath room.

He's right behind me.

He pulls my hair back as i puke.

I grone.

Cluching my belly.

I still feel sick.

But there can't be anything left.

He puts a cook wash rag to my face.

"Are you ok?"

"Better.ok not sure."

He pulls me too him.

I lay my head on his chest.

"I'm takeing you too see a doctor.today"he says.

I nodd.

"Can i go back too bed?"

"Uh.no..you have no clue how bad you smell.take a shower ok?"

I half way laugh.

"Okay.help me..i feel weak still."

"Okay."

He helps me up.

Then he turns on the water.

I undress and get in.

He helps me wash my hair.

And then we get out.

I felt way too bad too think of doing anything else but sleep.

So i go back too bed.

"You comeing?"i ask.

"I'm not really tired anymore."he says.

"At least cuddle with me?"

"Okay for a little while"

He gets in the bed and holds me.

And i fall asleep fast.

...

..............Drew...p.o.v............

I sneak out of the bed.

Trying not to wake her.

I dont .

I watch her sleep.

I sigh.

Poor girl.

I hope she's ok.

But some where in my mind.

I know this isn't just a flu or something.

I wasn't lying when i said i didn't want a baby .

No.

I truly hope she's not pregnent.

She can't be

We've been carefull.

So what if it is just a flu.

It could be.

I hope.

Uhg.

I sneak down stairs.

And glance at a clock.