Liam Imagine for @1DLuver1312
"Mommy, when's daddy getting home?"
"Soon honey, once his flight lands. Then you two can go to the park." My mother says soothingly.
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"Mommy!? What's happening!?"
"Nothing baby, daddy just got in a little accident, don't worry." I could sense the fear in her voice, even at my age.
"Mommy!" I pull at her dress, scared that I wouldn't be able to go to the park with daddy. "Mommy, where's daddy!?"
She continued to ignore me as, she ran around the house frantically looking for things. I saw her grab the gold locket that daddy gave to her and she came back to me.
"Time to go honey. We have to go see daddy now." A tear slowly slipped down mommy's face even though she was smiling.
...
"Is daddy okay? Will he wake up?" I ask Mommy, while we wait for the adults to return.
"Daddy is..." Before Mommy could finish one of the doctors came, with one of those white coats on.
"Excuse me Miss, I'm sorry but we tried everything we could but we lost him. Your husband is dead." His voice echoed through my head.
Dead.
Dead.
Dead.
"Nooooooo!" I screamed, and ran I think to where dad would be but I didn't really know where that was.
He can't be dead! We didn't even get to go to the park! "No daddy...nooo!"
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"Y/N." I faintly heard a voice.
"Nooo, dad!" I scream for my father.
"Y/N, wakeup, honey." I could feel someone shaking me awake. "Y/N!"
I suck a deep breath of air as my body jumps up, from my bad dream. I could feel the sweat beads falling down my forehead, while I tried to steady my breathing.
"Y/N, are you okay?" I turn to see Liam sitting up beside me.
I couldn't help it but a tear fell down my cheek, and I quickly looked away from Liam. I didn't want him to see me crying, it's embarrassing.
"Hey, it's okay Y/N. It's okay." He started to rub my back with his one hand trying to sooth me.
The warmth of his hand aloud my muscles to relax and allow me to breath. I could feel my heartbeat go back to its normal rate and my tears dry up. Liam could always do this for me, and I have no idea how he does it.
After my fathers death, I would constantly have terrors. No one would ever be able to wake me up or calm me down. I always had to just wait it out or wait until I fell asleep from exhaustion.
But Liam was always able to wake me up and calm me down enough so I could actually get some sleep. My terrors had actually started to go away when Liam and I started dating. And it's been a little more than a year since I've had them.
They started up a couple of days ago when Liam got a phone call. Him and the boys from One Direction won some important award back in Britian and they have to go to some award show. This award is very important to him and he was very excited. He said he wanted me to come with him, so he could share the experience with him but I told him I couldn't. I couldn't because my father died from an airplane crash.
He's been trying to convince me to go with him and that it will be alright but I just can't. I can't go on a plane. Once I'm even near an airport I start to have a panic attack and I can't breath. So I stay clear of them.
"Thanks." I whisper quietly.
I turn to face Liam and give him a little smile. "It's my pleasure." He gives me my favourite smirk, before kissing me on my cheek.
"Come on, let's get up and get ready. It's my last day here before I have to go back home." Liam jumps out of the blankets, revealing his sculpted body.
Once we were all washed up and finished breakfast, I started to help pack Liam's suitcase.
My help consisted of packing his whole suitcase while he watched me.
"Hey, do you want this shirt?" I lifted up a dark blue tshirt.
"Sure." He blankly said.
"Kay, if you don't want me to help, than do it your self, you lazy bum." I turn and smile at him.
He didn't answer me so I started to walk out of the room.
"No, no, come back. I need your help." He whined.
Before I could even get to the door, Liam jumps off the bed and grabs me by the waist. He twirls me around before giving me a gentl little kiss.
"I'm sorry, I've just been distracted." He looks down at me with his puppy eyes.
"You nervous for the awards?" I ask.
"Yes, and that's why I want you to come with me. Trust me Y/N it'll...." I push him away, angry at him.
"No Liam, I'm not going." I sternly say, trying to get my point across.
"But Babe come on! I really want you there, I need you there." He takes a step towards me but I take a step back.
"No, Liam. And that's the end of it!" I sort of yell the last part.
"Y/N seriously, why won't you come with me!? Why can't you just support me?" He started to raise his voice.
"I do support you, and so do the boys. The boys will be there with you." I raise my voice to match his.
"Oh so that's it. You have a thing with one of them don't you!?" He yells in my face. "Who is it!? Harry? I see the way he looks at you!"
I couldn't believe it, was he really accusing me of liking Harry!? What is this!?
"Your such an asshole! I can't believe you would accuse me of cheating, I love you, not him or any of them!" My voice cracked while I tried to hold back my emotions.
"Stop lying Janelle. I've noticed lately how you've been avoiding being around them. Something happened and I'm going to figure it out!" He ran over to the night table and smashed the lamp on the ground.
My heart broke. I couldn't believe he thought I was cheating, I just couldn't believe it. Iwould never cheat on Liam, I loved him. I thought he was the one.
"Liam, I didn't cheat on you." My voice was so quiet I didn't think he heard me.
"Stop lying!" He yelled while grabbing his suitcase.
With his suitcase in his hand he stomped towards the door. I followed, trying to sort out how this even happened.
He opened the door and looked back at me with a deadly glare. "We are done. Finished."
I covered my mouth with my shaking hand, trying to stop myself from screaming. My breath became uneven for the second time today. I fell to the floor on my knees and held back my sobs.
"No Liam..."My voice quivered.
"Y/N we are done and that's it!" I said sternly and pulled the door behind him.
"My dad died in an airplane crash!" I don't know why I yelled it, maybe I thought it would help my situation but it didn't help me; Liam was still gone.
I sat there on my knees for a while, hoping he would come back to me, when he realised why I couldn't go on the plane and that I didn't cheat but he never came back. Liam left me to cry out in pain.
Eventually I fell over on my side allowing my body to shake in sobs. I couldn't hold them back anymore. What was the point anyways, Liam wasn't here to see them?
It felt like hours lying on the floor and wishing that I could just rewind and fix things. I should have just told him my fear of planes, then maybe he would have understood. And maybe we would still be together. Why couldn't I have just sucked it up and told him? Why did I have to be so afraid?
Eventually my body fell asleep from all my crying, thank god. Now I was able to sleep and not feel anything. I felt nothing and everything was dark- how I like it.
...
"Y/n?" Someone whispered in my ear with a hot breath. "Baby please wake up." Their breath gave me a chill.
"What?" I grumbled, as I tried to open my eyes. My eyes felt like they each weighed twenty pounds, they were so tired from crying.
" I'm so sorry! I didn't mean anything I said." I finally realised who it was.
"Liam!? Oh my god, I'm so sorry!" I jumped into Liam's arms and snuggled my neck into his neck.
"No, I should be sorry. I was a dick." He kissed the top of my head. "I shouldn't have pushed you about flying."
"But I should have told you about my dad. How did you figure it out?" I pulled out of his embrace.
"Harry." He looked down, ashamed. "He told me how he was the only one you had told about your dad dying. And that's why you were hanging out a lot, before."
"So you believe me, that I didn't cheat on you?" I lifted his chin, so he'd look up at me.
Liam nodded his head yes, while looking in my eyes. Then before I knew it out lips were locked.
His hands skimmed my my back, causing chills up my spine. I ran my hands through his short hair and held onto whatever I could grab. At first the kiss was soft and gentle but then it became very passionate in seconds causing me to lose my breath. His soft lips move together perfectly with mine. He lifted me up and held my bum as he carried me over to the bed.
"I'm so sorry..." He said inbetween kisses. "And I will never accuse you of cheating again." I smiled into the kiss.
He set me down carefully onto the blankets and layed above me, pushing his lower half against me, teasing me.
"I love you." He leaned down, so our foreheads were touching.
"I love you too."
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