West Side Highway (A$ap Rocky)

44• I'm Not Entirely Here, Half Of Me Has Dissappeared

"Toni! Stop messing up the bed! It doesn't fix itself you know?!"

I groaned and kicked the covers off the bed and messed up the sheets.

"Go to the living room." He pointed to the door.

"No nigga." I hit him with a pillow.

"BITCH STOP! YOU PLAYING TOO DAMN MUCH!"

"Bitch. You a bitch." I rolled and fell off the bed.

"That's what the fuck you get. Stay there." He said.

"Hoe!" I crossed my arms and laid on the floor.

He rolled his eyes and put me back on the bed. "Don't mess up the sheets!"

I pouted and groaned. "I'm hungry."

"Didn't you just eat-"

"Them little sticks of water ain't do shit for me. I want some Chinese food."

"You gonna eat whatever's in the fuckin' fridge. I'm not going back outside."

"You don't have too. There's something called ordering." I sassed.

"No. You eating what's in the fridge." He got up and went to the kitchen.

Getting on his nerves in fun. He came back with spaghetti in a bowl and iced tea.

"Here."

"Thank you." I took the food and ate it. While I was eating he was starring at me. I pretended like I didn't see him. It's making me a bit uncomfortable but I'm just ignoring it.

"You're beautiful." He said.

I looked up at him. "What?"

"You are beautiful, Toni."

"Oh..." I said awkwardly.

"What're you thinking about?" He asked.

"Whatever you're thinking about." I replied.

"Tell me something..."

"I love you."

He looked deep into my eyes. "Do you? Or are you just saying it."

"At first I was just saying it..." I looked away. "I think I mean it now."

"Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why do you love me?" He asked.

"You're contagious." I chuckled.

"Yeah?"

"It's why I haven't killed you."

"What?!"

I laughed. "Nothing. I killed ya boy back there though."

"I know." He said.

"Why didn't you do anything?"

"I don't know."

•

We spent the day watching movies and just chilling. My illness was starting to go away and we were smiling and laughing a lot more.
I've never seen Rakim like this. So caring and down to earth. He's extremely funny. Like, yeah he's funny but I never knew he was this funny.

"You a fool!" I hollered.

"I'm for real though!" Rakim said.

"STOP TALKING!" I was dying laughing.

We were done for a good fifteen minutes.

"I haven't laughed that hard in a while." I said as I concluded my laughter.

"Word." He scratched his head.

A silence fell between us.