Riley's POV:
I'm sitting in class. All I can do is think about what she's been telling and texting me about. I just wanna run away and cry, but I can't. I'm in class with all my friends, my boyfriend, and her. How did she find out about Jake? How does she know that I don't feel like I deserve Lucas? How does she know all my insecurities? It's like she is using everything I feel about myself against me. I guess I could loose a little weight. Maybe I should do my hair differently or dye it? Me and maya could go shopping. New look, new me right? I look over and see her staring at Lucas again. It makes me sick. Maybe he would be happier with her. With someone with no drama. She's right I don't deserve someone like him. I was in the mist of my thoughts when I heard my phone ding "YOU DON'T DESERVE LUCAS!" "YOUR TOO FAT!" "SLUT!
I felt like I was about to cry, right then and there. I saw Lucas looking at me and smiled. I'm guessing he didn't bye it cause he had this worried look plastered on his face. I don't really wanna burden him with anything else, so I'll just keep this to myself. I looked over to Maya who was staring at me worried to. Oh geez. Just then the bell rang and I got out of there as fast as I could and headed straight to the bathroom only to be stopped my no other then Charlie Gardner.
R: What do you want?
C: That's no way to talk to me.
R: Oh well. Then I guess I won't talk and just keep walking.
C: Yeah. Walk away fatass.
Ugh now him too. I hate my life sometimes! Maybe people would be better off without Riley Matthews. No drama for any of my friends. Lucas wouldn't have to worry about his trash of a girlfriend with all her issues. Maya wouldn't have to lie to Farkle or deal with my drama. My parents wouldn't have to be responsible for me no more. It could be the best solution. Maybe? Just then I hear someone come in and most people leave. I look through the stall and see Lucas.
Lucas: Riley?
I walk out of the stall go wash my hands and then...
Riley: Yes?
L: You okay, princess?
R: Yeah just terrific
L: I don't believe you
R: why?
L: cause you don't seem like your happy, perky self, you have tears in you eyes, plus I know you.
R: I don't want to burden you with anything else Lucas
L: it's not a burden. We are in a relationship that means if your upset I'm upset.
R: Really?
L: Of course
I told him everything. I felt like he wanted to kill someone but he just stood their staring at me
L: I hate Charlie Gardner and Missy.
R:Well me too.
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I need you- a rucas story
FanfictionWhat happens when Riley and Lucas decide just to be friends because she needs him the most right now. Riley is too afraid to be in another relationship with him right now due to her issues. (They are in sophomores in high school) UNDER CONSTRUCTION
