I LOVE YOU (Gambit x Reader) * Completed *

chapter 21

The doors closed and you let it all out, you weeped as you fell to your knees, you breathing became faster and you started to shake. You felt the elevator move up, you had mix emostions sadness, confustion, loniness and... hatred. The elavator stopped and the doors opened but it revealed the professor "(y/n), im terrably sorry, I shouldnt have let you see that" you didnt even look at his, instead you stared a your hands, they were shaking and you could see your vains starting to darken "(y/n)?" the professor asked, you lifted your head and stood up "i- im fine, ill be in my room if you need me" you whispered it, so quite that it was easy to miss, you walked pas the professor and headed to the stairs "wait, (y/n) please i-" you snapped your head to stare at his "I'M FINE" this time your eyes went their cat form but instead of green, they were purple. The professor slightly went back and didn't say a word, as fast as you could, you ran off to your room.

As soon as you were in your room, you shut the door and locked it. With your back to the door and with no sound of anyone near by, you just stood there and after a moment your legs then gave out making you slid down the door, your heart was breaking and your mind was at the point where it could snap "why" you said as you brought your knees to your chest "what did I do to deserve this" you thought about everything you went throught to get him back, all the fights, traveling and even breaking the law to get answers. It was so odd the fact that whole time she was looking for his, he probably didnt even know she existed, he didnt knew that he had someone who he loves and who love him.... he does even know he's a father.

LOGAN POV 2 WEEKS LATER

(y/n) has came out her room at all, no one has seen her, jean and the professor can sense her so we atleast has some contact, elfs really worried about her, he brings her food and leaves it out her door, he always tries to stay but the kid has classes to go to, when he come back the plate is always empty, so we're hoping she is eating the food, for her and the babies sake. Rogue tries to talk to her though her door but she never gets an anwser, everyone knew rogue was feeling horrible about what happened but to be honest, I thing shes the last person she wants to see. The cajun is up and walking now, everyone is tring to act normal since the guy has no memory but kitty and rogue keep trying to get his to remember stuff with photos and certain words but no luck. Now me, well ive bee worring like hell, I keep going to her door and tring to convise her to come out but nothing, storm has been comferting me, even comes with me sometimes to talk to her or covers my classes when my heads fucked up, shes keeps it together but I can tell its killing her inside, so I guess we're both helping each other.

It was a thursday and everyone is just getting ready to do a test in the danger room, basically we test the students to see if theyve gotten more controle over there powers. I was suiting up with ice, specks and tin man, when suddenl the door opened, I turned to see cajun "hello, everybody, ready to get started" he said as he swinginged his stafe "what're you doing here cajun" he smirked before walking over "ahh logan, he professor wants to see if I still have ma skills" I grunted before pushing past him "just dont get in the way, got it bub" I heard a laugh "okay okay, I wont my friend" I just walked to the control room to set up the simulation.