After the bell

Tweleve

The space between us closes Jon lips touched mine, and I start kissing him back.

After a few minutes of kissing him, I felt Jon pushing me back onto the couch, but I stopped him, pushing him off me.

"Don't," I said, shaking my head and pulling away from his kiss

"I'm sorry," he said as he slid off on his knees, looking at me. "I feel like such a jerk."

"You haven't got to be sorry," I said as I looked at him before looking down

"What is it?" Jon asked he grabs my hands in his

"I'm confused with this whole situation. It's wrong, but if it's wrong, why does it feel so right?" I questioned him

"I don't know Peyton, we both have tried keeping away, but I can't keep away from you, not anymore, my feelings for you are out of control,"

"If we cross this line, we can't go back Jon. Us going there, it will make everything real, our feelings are bound to grow even stronger"

"Don't you think I don't know that, me even having these thoughts about you puts my job on the line"

"Why are you still working at Rosemill high then?" I questioned him, wanting to know

"I've thought about leaving getting another teaching job, but that means not seeing you, I can't bring myself to leave."
I look up at Jon, who stares me in the eyes. "I'm mad about you, Peyton."

Jon slowly moves forward, kissing my lips. I hesitantly kiss him back before relaxing into the kiss.

Jon slowly pushes his weight onto me, and I lay back kissing him as he places himself between my legs.

Jon's hands travel up under my top, causing me to stop kissing him, freezing
"What? It's not the first time I've touched you there, " Jon reminded me back to the back of his car.

"I'm sorry." I said, trying to relax

"Peyton, if you don't want to do this, we don't have to," Jon said, looking at me

"I wanna I'm just finding it a little awkward trying to relax," I explained

"Are you a?" Jon asked me. I looked at him in confusion for a second

"Oh no, I'm not a virgin." I chuckled nervously. I was glad I wasn't a virgin as this would have been ten times more awkward.

Jon gets up, holding his hand out to me. I take it, and he pulls me up. "Come on, my beds more comfortable than the couch."

He leads me to his bedroom and I walk inside nervously looking around the dark bedroom Jon walks over turning the bedside lamp on before walking over wrapping his arms around my body kissing around my neck which instantly relaxes me.

I turn around, looking at him, leaning in kissing his lips. My hands travel down his body to the bottom of his t shirt, lifting it up over his body, revealing his bare toned chest.

Jon pulls my top off over my head, and I kick my shoes off before sitting on the bed, Jon looks down at me as I scoot backwards, looking at him.

Jon climbs on the bed finding his way up my body leaning in kissing me, my hands travel down his bare chest to his pants I unbuckle his belt he pulls away from kissing me unbuttoning his jeans where he pulls them down leaving his boxers on.

He looked at me. I lay there feeling my heart racing it felt like it was going to burst out my chest.

I move my hands down my body undoing my jeans, Jon's hands slide down my waist to the top of my jeans where he pulls them down leaving me in my underwear, I sit up unhooking my bra letting it slide down my arms.

I sit there feeling extremely awkward trying to cover myself up. "Relax, you're gorgeous," Jon said, leaning in kissing me.

I wrapped arms around his neck as we fall back on the bed, i could feel Jon growing with excitement between my legs, feeling his hard length pushing against me between my legs was getting me wetter with excitement.

As Jon and I kiss he starts grinding his crouch into mine, he slowly runs his hand down my body to my core, he rubs me though my underwear moaning out at how wet I was for him.

He slips his hands inside my panties rubbing his fingers between my slit finding my clit where he rubs it gently, I moan out slightly into Jon's mouth.

He moves his hand further inside my underwear finding my hole where his slowly and carefully pushes his finger inside me.
I moan out tilting my head back as Jon kisses down my neck over my boobs as he slides his finger in and of me.

He pulls his finger out kneeling up hooking his thumbs in either side of underwear pulling them off.

I sit up pulling down his boxers which sprung free his erection, I lift my hand as I look at it and I wrap my hand around it carefully stroking up and down it, Jon groans out at my touch as I stroke him for a few minutes.

He stops me from touching him and I lay back on the bed watching him lean across the bed opening the bedside drawer, I watch him grab a foil packet and I lay there watching him put on a condom.

He leans down kissing me I feel his length pushing against my hole he lifts his head looking at me as he pushes himself against me
"I'm going to ask you Peyton, do you definitely want this? because there's no going back if we do this"

"I get that, I want this, do you want to?" I asked him starring him in his eyes as he looks down at me

"I want this, I want you" he said as he looks me in the eyes

"You got me if you want me" I said cupping his face feeling the pressure of his length pushing against my hole. Even though I wasn't a virgin I was rather worried about taking Jon's length he was bigger than what i was used to.

Jon thrust himself into me causing me to moan out in pain and pleasure. He leans down kissing me for a few minutes not moving I pull away from his kiss looking at him "you okay?" I asked him
"Yeah, your just extremely tight" he said I lay there feeling really embarrassed by the situation "give me a few minutes, I just don't want to let you down on our first time"

I lay there feeling so awkward looking up at Jon who leans down kissing me me, he inserts his tongue into my mouth swirling it around my tongue fighting for dominance.
He slowly starts to move his hips thrusting slowly in and out of me, with every movement he made caused us both to moan out in pleasure, after a few minutes I could feel my orgasm building as I start to tighten even more around Jon's length.

"Oh fuck babe I'm not going to last much longer" he groaned as he thrusts gently inside me

I couldn't focus, as I all I could think about was this massive orgasm that I had building inside me, I pull him further into me as I start thrusting my hips into him.

"Oh fuck" I screamed feeling how close I was I had never felt anything like it before.

Jon leans up on his hands looking at me as I grip on to him tightly as my back curved off the bed he starts thrusting pushing deep inside me

I screamed out as I tighten hard around Jon's length as I climax "shit babe" Jon groans as I cum, me tightening around him so tight sent Jon's throbbing shaft into a frenzy causing him to cum with me.

Jon falls forward on me I lay there a quivering mess after the orgasm I had, Jon leans kissing me for a few minutes before climbing off me.

I lay cuddled into Jon's naked body listening to his heartbeat, and I knew it was wrong but taking this almighty step with him made me fall for him so much more. I was totally head over heals for this man.

Want to apologise for the shit smut writing
I tried to make it as awkward but not to awkward
Hope I achieved it!!
I'm not quite sure! Lol