After the bell

Sixty eight

I wasn't really with it but I get put in the car by Jon he kisses my head gently before closing the door, they whole drive to the hospital Jon talks to me trying to keep my awake.

Jon pulls up outside the hospital getting out the car rushing around the car lifting me out, he rushed inside the hospital carrying me I hear him shouting for someone to help that's all I remember as I pass out.

I wake up seeing I was laying in a bed I quickly remembered what happened to me. I look over seeing my dad and Jon sitting in a chair.

I look at Jon he sits leaning forward and he looked pissed off.

"Why Peyton?" He asked me I look at him feeling slightly confused from his outburst.

"Debi has told us princess" my dad said standing up sitting on the bed taking my hand in his.

"Told you what?" I asked lifting my hand seeing I was attached to a drip.

"That you've not been eating" my dad said looking as the door opens in walked Debi with a tray she puts it down putting on her gloves and picks up a bag and starts changing the drip

"Is that necessary?" I asked her.

"Afraid so" she said to me "just relax let the drip do the work"

"I need to get out of here" i said looking at Jon.

"Your going nowhere babe, not till your eating" he said sternly "I can't believe you do something so god damn stupid"

"I'm sorry" I said looking at him.

"Sorry doesn't even cut it, more worried about what you look like, than to worry about the baby your carrying" he said shaking his head disapproval all over his face.

"Don't say that" I cried looking to my dad
"His right princess, you can't do that to yourself" my dad gets off the bed leaving the room with Debi I see him talking to her outside the room before they both go in different directions.

"Why you do it Peyton?" Jon asked looking at me I shake my head at him before huffing out.

"I kept being sick, every time I ate I'd bring it up, I then noticed I was putting weight on, can you imagine me being fat?" I muttered looking up at the ceiling "I'd be the laughing stock of the school" i said looking at him "hot to not" I dryly laughed.

"So starving yourself was the right way to go?" Jon questioned me "You fell down the stairs Peyton you could of seriously hurt yourself! You could of lost our baby" Jon said

"All I can say is I'm sorry that's all I can say, I understand that I have messed up" I wiped a tear that fell from down my cheek.

Jon sits there for a second before getting up out the chair joining me on the bed " listen Peyton, I love you no matter what size you are, and I'm falling in love with you even more as we speak"

"Really why?" I asked him as I was slightly confused as he was rather disappointed in me.

"Cause your carrying my baby" Jon said as he put his hand gently on my tummy.

I lay there for a while till I shook my head "I've truly messed up today, I'm supposed to be confronting my stepdad, but instead I'm sitting here"

"Your stepdad can wait babe, right now you just need to get stronger and put yourself first"

The door opens and Debi walks in with a tray of food "not my normal job but hey" she chuckled putting it down in front of me I take on look at the food in front of me and I turn my nose up at it.

"Where's my dad?" I asked her seeing her standing watching me.

"His gone to get you some stuff" she said to me "now eat"

I looked down at the food before looking up at her "you wanna get discharged you gonna have to eat" she informed me.

"Babe if you don't pick up that fork I will and you don't want me feeding you like some kid" Jon said standing up.

I pick up the fork stabbing it into the pasta that was on the plate lifting it to my mouth "will you both stop staring your making me nervous" I informed them they still watched as I put it in my mouth.