After the bell

Fifty five

**Jon's PoV**

I woke up to my phone ringing I went to grab it expecting to see Peyton's name on my screen again but it wasn't it was just a number, before I could answer it cut out but my phone soon started ringing again.

"Hello" I answered sounding rather unsure as I answered it.

"Jon?" I girls voice said down the phone I slightly recognized it.

"Yeah" I replied "Lana?" I questioned the girl.

"Yeah it's me, listen Jon you need to come back, it's Peyton" she said sounding worried.

"Is she okay?" I asked her panicking thinking the worse.

"She's a mess Jon, shes getting an abortion"

"Fuck! When?" I asked.

"In like two hours, I've tried to stop her, but like I said she's a mess, you leaving its hit her hard"

"Two hours? I don't thing I can get there in two hours" I informed Lana.

"Well you better try, she's adamant on aborting it"

"Okay, hey Lana thanks"

"No probs I will text you the clinic name ect" Lana said before hanging up.

I lay there rubbing my hands over my face before jumping out of bed throwing on some clothes.

Lana texted me the details and i drive the two hour drive to the clinic hoping if I drive fast enough I will get there in time I couldn't let Peyton do this, I loved her and my unborn baby, I hate myself everyday for leaving her, but I honestly had no choice.

I arrive at the clinic dead on eleven and rush inside looking around trying to find out where she would be, I rush over to the reception desk asking for where Peyton would be, I get directions rushing through the corridor into a room seeing Peyton walking over to a nurse

"Peyton" I called out watching her freeze at the sound of my voice, she slowly turns around looking at me "don't do this babe" I begged

**end of Jon PoV**

Seeing Jon standing there looking at me I felt like I was dreaming.

"Peyton" the nurse said from behind me "are you ready? Or would you like a couple of minutes?"

I turn looking at her I was unsure on what I wanted, I look back at Jon seeing him standing eyes begging me to take a few minutes.

"Can I take a few minutes please?" I asked her.

"Sure thing, come you can both talk in here" she said walking off waving us to follow her.

She shows us to a room and we both walk inside the nurse closes the door leaving us alone, I look at Jon and he just stands there looking at me.

I shake my head at him sitting down o the couch in the room.

"I guess Lana told you I was here?" I questioned him.

"Yeah she rung this morning" he said sitting on the chair opposite me.

"So you will answer the phone to one of my best friends but not to the girl carrying your baby!" I snapped shaking my head at him.

"You think I didn't want to answer to you? Seeing you name appear on my phone and ignoring it was the hard. I came so close to answering it every time, but I knew if I did I would want more"

"You left me, you walked away from me and your baby!" I reminded him

"You think that was easy to do? You think I wanted to do that? You think I enjoyed seeing you a crying mess begging me to stay?"

"Why did you go, I don't understand Jon?" I asked him

"If I knew why I had to go I would tell you, but I don't, my terms of my release was to keep away from you, I don't know why, if I knew I'd tell you"

"So why you here? If you got caught being here with me, you be arrested" I pointed out.

"Because I love you baby, your my everything, and your carrying my baby" Jon said getting up kneeling in front of me "don't do it babe, don't go through with it"

I look at him tears filling my eyes I shake my head at him "I've got to, I'm sorry" tears fell down my cheeks .

Jon looks down for a second before looking up at me "why?" He asked his voice cracked I saw tears in his eyes.

"Because I can't do this without you, we both agreed that we was doing it together" I reminded him

"I know Peyton and I'm with you everyday in there" Jon said resting his hand on my tummy.

I start crying feeling his touch "i know but I want you, I'm not strong enough to do this on my own"

Jon cups my face "hey! Peyton, your one of the most strongest most amazing gorgeous woman I've ever met, you can do this whether I'm with you or not"

"I love you" I sobbed looking at him.

He grabs me pulling me into him "I know babe I know, I love you too"

There was a knock on the door and the nurse sticks her head around the door I pull away from Jon wiping tears from my eyes
"We ready for you if your still going ahead with it?"

I look at Jon for a second before looking at the nurse "no, I'm going to keep the baby" I told her she nods her head before walking away.

"You alright? You sure about this?" Jon asked me.

"Yeah, sure as I'll ever be, I'll keep the baby" I said to him