After the bell

Fifty three

A week later I'm back in school I had been to the abortion clinic where I spoke to someone about the abortion, we chatted and I explained my reasons for wanting a abortion, which was firstly the baby was a mistake, secondly the dad had left me, thirdly I'm to young to be a mom.

Being back at school was hard I was still the talk of the school, apparently I'm a lot of things, a slut a whore, also apparently I got molested by a nonce.

It was lunchtime at school and I was sitting with Lana and Emily in the cafeteria I felt like I was in a goldfish bowl as everyone was sitting watching my every move.

Im sit watching Lana putting food in her mouth which was making me feel rather sick, just looking at food recently made me feel sick.

I get up quickly rushing out the cafeteria running to the restrooms, after I finish being sick I turn around seeing Emily and Lana looking at me.

"This baby is giving you hell?" Lana said as I splash water over my face.

"Yeah" I sighed "not for much longer"

"Whys that?" Emily asked me I shrug my shoulders ignoring her question.

My phone beeps as I dry my face and Lana picks it up reading the text message.

"You gotta be kidding me?!" She snapped "your getting rid of it, your aborting Jon's baby"

I snatched my phone seeing the text was from the clinic reminding me of my appointment for tomorrow.

"Yeah why shouldn't I?" I questioned her walking out down the corridor.

"Maybe because Jon wanted you to keep his baby!" Lana shouted as she followed me, groups of girls giggled as they past us.

"Yeah he did! But where his he? Cause last time I checked that prick left me!" I shouted turning to look at her and Emily "He walked away leaving me to pick up the pieces here, and bring up his kid"

"Your talking like he don't care!" Lana said.

"Yeah because he don't! If he did, he'd be here, or he would at least pick up his phone"

"You know by getting rid of his baby your loosing the last bit of him, his with you now, your carrying a bit of him" Emily said trying to get me to change my mind.

"I don't want it, the deal was we did it together and his not here" I said to the both of them watching miss Butler walk down the corridor talking to Jax, she stops talking to him resting her hand on his shoulder smiling and giggling before he turns walking off.

She carries on walking our way seeing me standing with Emily and Lana.

"Oh Peyton I heard you was back" she's said stopping.

"Yeah I'm back" I sighed looking at her.

"That was a very stupid thing you did" she said to me.

I stare at her squinting my eyes "stupid?" I questioned her.

"Yes Peyton stupid, you seduced him" he replied with a smile.

"I seduced him?" I said disbelief in my voice looking at Lana "you hearing this bollocks?" Lana nodded at me holding in laughter.

"Yes Peyton you seduced him, you should see yourself by the short skirts and dresses you wear, the tight jeans"

"So if it was my clothes that made Jon want to bang my brains out why did he turn you down?" I questioned her as I looked her up and down.

"He told you?" I nodded my head at her.

"I heard it straight from the horses mouth, but, you already knew that because you saw my stuff at his place"

"Well Peyton my dear, let me just tell you something, I went there to finish what we started because when I rubbed him, well let's just say he didn't just grow with excitement for you" Miss Butler said with a sly grin.

I step forward but Lana pulls me back "it was you, your the one who was behind it all, he lost everything because of you! Just because he didn't look at you twice." I cried out as Lana held me tightly.

"Well it wasn't that Peyton, I didn't really care that he wasn't interested it was finding out that he turned me down for a seventeen year old 'it girl'"

"How dare you destroy his life, that guy has lost everything, me his job, his baby, just because you didn't get laid by him!" I shouted angrily "you evil bitch! It wasn't just him but my dad! You been using him just to find out what I've been doing!"

"I would watch who your talking to Peyton or I will have you in detention" Miss butler smirked .

"Do what you like bitch! Bring it on! Because I'm telling you this now, and I don't give a fuck who's listening but I'm not letting you get away with what you have done to my family! To the two guys in my life! You brought Jon down and I'm bringing you down with him" I warned her.

"Well when you actually find something on me to bring me down with please let me know. Just remember Peyton your on a timer pregnancy has a clock, tick tock" she laughs.

She walks off leaving me Lana and Emily standing there, I angrily watch her as she walks away from me, it was taking everything in me not to walk up to her grab her by her peroxide blond hair and smash her head repeatedly of the lockers. 

"Well that conversation was full of surprises" Lana said as she stood next to me.

"Weren't it just" Emily sighed from the other side of me as I stood deep in thought.

"What you thinking?" Lana asked me.

"That I'm going to destroy that bitches life just like she did to me and Jon" I replied.

"How you going to do that?" Lana asked me.

"I'm not sure yet, but your both going to help me" I told them both getting a nod from Lana.