After the bell

Fifty four

The first thought I had recently when I woke up in the mornings was Jon, was he okay? Was he well? Was he alone in bed? Was he thinking of me as much as I was of him? But not this morning, my first thought this morning was I'm getting an abortion.

I lay there for a second before quickly darting off to the toilet being sick, there was a knock on the bedroom door I flush the toilet in my bathroom getting up off the floor.
"Yeah" I grunted walking back into the bedroom falling in the bed

"Woah you look rough" Lana said walking in.

"You try waking up every morning throwing your guts up, you will look like this to" I groaned.

"No thanks I'm not that stupid to get pregnant" she chuckled before stopping realizing what she said "I'm sorry that come out wrong"

"No your right I was stupid, like I was stupid for falling in love with my teacher, like I was stupid for believing him when he said he be there for me and his baby, like I was stupid for believing him when he said he loved me"

"He does love you Peyton, I know that for a fact, it was in his eyes every time he looked at you"

"Don't Lana don't!" I snapped at her sitting up in bed.

"Don't what? I'm telling the truth" she replied

"If he loved me he wouldn't of runaway, he would be here" I pointed out "why you here anyway?" I asked her.

"Came to see you before I went to school, I wanna try changing your mind"

"I'm not changing my mind, I want this baby gone, I want any trace of Jon gone"

"Your making a mistake, you will regret it" Lana said to me.

"No Lana I won't" I told her my voice was firm.

"You love Jon, I know you do, he loves you, getting rid of his baby will be the biggest mistake you ever made"

"Just go, or your be late for school, I need to get ready my appointments at 11" I told her opening the bedroom door.

"Your making a mistake" Lana said looking at me.

"No one is changing my mind" I told her,  she nods her head before walking out.

I arrive at the clinic at twenty to eleven which gave me twenty minutes till my appointment, I wasn't sure why I arrived so early but I guess I just wanted it over with.

Sitting in the waiting room I look around seeing that every girl or woman in there was with the boyfriend or husband, me I was the only one without someone, I sat there feeling rather jealous that they had the support of there loved ones, though if I did I wouldn't even be sitting here now.

I sat feeling eyes on me from some of the couples but I just sat looking at one of the leaflets that was on the chair next to me ignoring them.

"Peyton Reedus" the nurse called out I get up putting my bag over my shoulder walking over to her giving her a weak smile

"Peyton" I hear, I stop in my tracks hearing my name I recognized the voice I turn around looking seeing Jon standing there, I stare at him in shock he was the last person I expected to see "don't do this babe" he said.