Minecraft Diaries Zane x Reader | Changed

I'm sorry

~Y/N~
I looked up at Zane and smiled at him. His beautiful eyes made me melt a bit. He smirked to himself and he blushed. I just broke eye contact and sighed softly. "Y/N, please. Please let me be yours. Please." He got close enough to whisper in my ear for the next part [Warning: this may trigger someone, also be warned it's gonna get a bit, a lot, suggestive, but no lemon], "I want to lose my virginity to you." He stopped whispering and when he looked me in my eyes again, I just couldn't respond. 'I love him, but I'm not ready. But, I want him, who could say no to him, especially when he's at his weakest? But I said I would wait until marriage! Y/N, snap out of it! Don't you dare break your morals on a man who can't even keep his eyes one woman at a time! But, he's done so mu- NO THAT'D BE HO-ING AROUND!' Zane was watching the different expressions on my face, and I guess he could tell what I was thinking by the looks on my face. "I know your trying to make a decision, but please allow me to help you," he said as he picked me up and laid me on the bed with my legs open. He crawled ontop of me pinned me down and snickered. He started kissing my face and neck and I sighed and moaned. I let my eyes close in bliss. Eventually my eyes popped open and I gasped, "Zane, stop!"
"My, my, a sweet spot?" He asked as he continued to kiss that spot. I groaned.
"Zane, stop! Yes, it's a sweet spot, but I can't do this with you!"
"Then who can you do it with," he growled angrily as he stopped kissing me, "apparently not me, so who? Who!?" He went from lovingly pinning me to pinning me painfully. "Zane, I didn't mean it like th-"
"I asked who, Y/N!"
"No one, I'm saving myself until marriage!" I squeaked out, secretly terrified, or so I thought. Zane looked he deep in my eyes and unpinned me. He got off of me and the bed as well. "Y/N, the last thing I want is for you to be afraid of me. I love you, and I didn't mean to hurt you." What he said next, was something no one would imagine him saying, "I'm sorry."