complacent

my heart lies in ocala

oh lord, its gonna be a long night i can tell.

my heart is bleeding, beating, barely holding fast in some fiery hell

i miss my cousin dearly, i miss her spirit so

and instead of in kentucky, she sleeps tonight by the horse barn in ocala

my heart lies in florida, with my ashley, with her smile

and at nights when I'm so lonely, she calls me 

and i hear her voice and we plan out everything we are going to do when

us sisters reunite again.

i miss my loving cousin, she knows who i am

and truly it seems like she's on a different planet, and not on the other side of the nation.

i miss her loving smile, i miss her warm hugs,

in truth i miss everything in which that she gives me

and maybe its a little fucked up

but sometimes i like being taken care of by someone who actually cares.