Coming Out Stories

Story 20

I started by knowing. I came out as a lesbian. First to my friends, they were all supportive. And said I inspired some of them to come out to them selves as well as to their close group of friends. About nine months later, I came out by writing a letter, (about 1500 words) it talked about my life as well as myself, and it was quite vague. But enough to get the readers' attentions. The letter was addressed to my dad and my two sisters. Not to my mom. If I ever came out to my mom, I'm afraid that would be the end of my career in the family, wouldn't like that at age thirteen... While my father and sisters were and are accepting, not the whole world is. Usually, I'd sit down for a bit, think a bit. Then I would say, " Fuck the universe's opinion, as well as the system." But my mom isn't the universe, nor is she the system. She is something more. The only decent and existent relationships in my family I have are the ones with my sisters and my cats, who support me at any cost. I also know that my father accepts me for who i am, but we don't really have a relationship. As well as my mom, except she wouldn't accept me. Eve though she is important, fuck her. As well as any person in my way.

To those who didn't come out though, to anyone, I would advise to come out to your real friends. But, to do that you need to know to differ them from the vast amount of fake. I made that mistake. There are many people who backstab, pretend, and could even drive you to the mental hospital. I know someone who experienced the hospital part. They weren't the same when they came back. Though there is actually no way to avoid people like that, since they always sneak their little way in and sit on your shoulders. But it is only your choice and right. And only you know whether you will succumb or develop an immune system towards them. Only you know what and how. I do have friends, some really close ones actually. But I learned the stuff about life and existence the hard way. So yeah, don't trust anyone until you find someone to trust. How do you find someone to trust if you don't trust anyone? That is something to think about, huh. The thing is that I also happen to be anti social, and apparently i have extreme RBF, or i look like i'm mad all the time. That is, what people say. Trust me, Don't give a single fuck about what people say. After all, they aren't worth you while. Thank you, <3