What if no one actually cares?
What if
It's all part of their silly little game?
What if behind my back
Even my family laughs at my pain?
What if
It's not even real?
What if my mind is just so fucked up
That I imagine this traitory I feel
What if I'm in the hospital
What if
I never left from that place?
What if this is all an experiment?
Will I wake up one day?
What if this is all an illusion?
What if
I am all alone within myself ?
What if they dropped me off
At the hospital aka living hell?
What if I kill myself?
What if
Everyone I knew broke and cried
What if they said they thought I was okay
Well you should've looked past the disguise
But what if I'm wrong?
What if my family would miss me?
What if they want me to get better?
What if
They wanna save me?
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Deadly Games
PoetryPoems about depression, failed relationships, and other mental illnesses.