Deadly Games

How Did It Happen?

How did it happen?

I was so careful not to let you in

Keep you at a distance

But damned if you didn't seep into my heart

You kissed away my demons

Pushed away my fears

But

I pushed you away too

You said 'I love you' every morning and night

But I never

Ever

Believed you

I knew that you didn't mean those words

I knew you'd leave eventually

But how did it happen

How do you just 'fall out of love'?

I guess I can figure it out...

You told me you don't love me tonight

Great.

I don't love me either.

Did you ever really love me?

Or was that all just a great big joke?

I shouldn't be this broken

You left me

I wasn't supposed to care about you

But I did

And it only strengthens my resolve

I won't let anyone lie to me again

Because there is always an end

(E.B)