Deadly Games

I Don't Care

It is 2am

And I do not care

about the law of conservation of mass

I am simply trying

to stay alive another night

It is 3am

And I do not care

about defining integral exponents

I am simply trying

to stop sobbing into my pillow

It is 4am

And I do not care

that I have 3 exams in 5 hours

I am simply trying

to hang onto my sanity

It is 5 am

And I do not care

about schoolwork at all

because what good is physics, math, or history

when all I really want to know

Is how to die?

(e.b)