Deadly Games

If You Knew

I wonder

If you saw how I am now

If you'd rethink the words you said

All those years ago

If you knew

That when you called me ugly those times

I really believed you

And now no one can convince me I'm pretty

Because

I hear your voice yelling that I'm ugly

If you knew

That all those times you called me fat

I really believed you

And now I don't eat ever anymore

Because

I can hear your voice yelling that I'm fat

If you knew

That after all those years of pain

They weren't just words

They were so much more than that

You

Made me into something horrible

You

Said you hated me

And now

I hate me too

(E.B)