Valentines Day

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by breakingskinny

by breakingskinny

This year

is the first year I've ever

had a valentine

I've waited sixteen years

to recieve roses

to be taken out to dinner

to receive chocolates

and to be kissed

But now its 2 am on my first

Valentine's Day

and I'm lying here crying

because all I can think of

Is 'my face is too ugly' when he'll kiss me

'Too much sugar in the chocolates' he'll give me

'how many calories in the dinner' he'll buy me

And 'he likes roses but I am a daisy'

I've waited sixteen years for this day

I always thought it would be perfect

But I never figured

that I'd lose my happiness at thirteen

and my sanity at fourteen

I never thought I'd care more

about calories than about my date

I didn't plan on being this way

this is not how it's supposed to be

On my first Valentines Day

(E.B)