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Depressed!Xiumin X Bullied!Reader

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Depressed!Xiumin X Bullied!Reader

Xiumin's POV:

It has been over a month since (Name) went to Japan for her student exchange program. She should be back any day now, but her internet is pretty bad, so we can't really talk as much lately and since there were some complications, she didn't know the exact date when she would be coming back. I have always thought of myself as a pretty strong person, but without (Name) I have come to realize how much influence she has on my life. It has been torture coming home at night and not seeing her sleeping face or waking up without her in my arms. I trust (Name) more than anyone, but I can't help but feel that maybe she will find someone better, that she won't want to come back, that she will leave me for someone else. It may seem silly, but with all the pressure from work and the emptiness I feel without her are forcing my insecurities to surface once again. I have been terribly depressed these past few weeks without (Name). Even my band mates and manager have noticed that I have been quieter lately. They think it is because of overworking, so I have this week off. So far, the past two days I have spent lying in bed. I don't want to do anything, I don't feel like eating, singing, dancing. I don't want to even get out of my bed anymore. I should probably go and take a shower at least and make some breakfast or I'll die this way. (Name), hurry up and come back....

Your POV:

I can't wait to get home. At first I thought that this would be a fun experience for me, but that changed very quickly. From the very start, there was a group of girls that seriously had it in for me and I couldn't figure out why. On the Monday of the second week they confronted me saying that I don't deserve the happiness I have. I didn't understand what they were talking about until they showed me one of Xiumin's pictures with me on his profile. Since then, more and more of my temporary classmates have been bullying me. I haven't told Xiumin because he would be very worried. He has enough to worry about with EXO's activities, so I have been trying to cope, but the bullies have been getting very physical. My arms are covered in bruises, but I cover them with my sleeves. Thankfully, I have to put up with their jabs at my self-esteem for one more hour. I am almost home. I couldn't tell Xiumin, because we had no internet in our dorm for a few days already. At least I can surprise him. I can't wait to cuddle with him again. I am coming home, Xiumin.

Ugh, there are coming to pick on me and fill my last moments on this bus with misery.
"Hey, ugly, why the happy face? You think that Xiumin-oppa is waiting for you? Do you really think that he would wait more than a month for someone as worthless as you to come home? I am sure that at the first chance he got he went off to someone prettier and thinner."
They know where to hit, I'll give them that. But I believe in Xiumin, I know that is a kind and loyal boyfriend. He wouldn't do that to me.
"I am sure you will come home to find him with some pretty girl and your packed bags right near the door."
I just have to put up with this for a few more minutes.
"(Name), your stop!" Our teacher calls out to me and I quickly grab my things.I turn towards those plastic morons and say with a smile:
"You can be jealous all you want, but right now I am going home to MY Xiumin-oppa. Where are you going?"
And with those words I run out of the bus and towards our house. Even though my bags are heavy, it is raining heavily and I am super tired, my desire to see Xiumin makes me twice as fast. I don't care what they said, they can't hurt me anymore.
I see our house!

Xiumin's POV:

Wow, I actually look presentable now. Before I looked like some homeless person and now at least I am clean and presentable. I still don't know what to do. I am not even bored, I just don't have the desire to do anything. The rainy weather outside is not helping how I feel right now.
*ring* *ring*
Who could that be? I wasn't expecting anyone over today.
I go and open the door and am met with her soaking wet, but smiling face. She's home.

Your POV:
When Xiumin opens the door and I see his face, that seems sadder than usual, I can't help but lunge at him and hug him tight. Before I realize what I am doing, I start sobbing into his chest. The abuse and ridicule I have felt is too much and I can't help but let it all out. I missed his warmth so much that the tears started on their own. He just holds me tighter, even though I am soaking his shirt, he still hugs me, gently petting my cold wet hair.
After we calm down and separate. We silently carry my bags to my room and change into dry pajamas. He changes faster and quietly lies down on our bed, waiting for me to finish. It is already late evening, so we silently agreed that we would go to bed earlier and just enjoy each others company. I finish changing and quickly lie down next to Xiumin. I missed his scent and strong arms around me. He hugs me tightly and leaves butterfly kisses all over my hair and face. I missed this. I am suddenly reminded of his sad face when he opened the door and I shift a bit to get a good look at his face. I can't see the sadness anymore, but I still want to know what was troubling him.
"Oppa, how have you been here? Without me?"
His eyes flash with that emotion once again, but he keeps his face soft and happy.
"I missed you, of course."
"I missed you too, Oppa."
We go silent, but I keep looking into his eyes, waiting for his answer to my real question.
"You cut your hair, didn't you, (Name)? You look beautiful."
"Thank you, Oppa, but don't try to change the subject. Answer me, please...."
"I will answer your question, if you promise to answer mine no matter what I ask you. Okay?"
"Alright."
"Honestly, I have felt terrible without you here. I couldn't stand being without you. I know this comes off as needy or pathetic, but you became such a big part of my world, that when you left, it felt as if the ground had slipped from underneath my feet."
You can see tears gathering in the corners of his eyes and he buries his face into the crook of your neck. You can feel him trembling. You try to calm him down by kissing what part of his hair, neck and face you can reach and gently patting his back. He calms down and looks at you with a bright smile.
"But now I have you back, and I feel better. It might take a bit of time to get over my depressed state, but at least now I won't feel empty without you."
His smile suddenly fades and is replaced with a more serious expression.
"You promised to answer my question."
"Yes. What is it?"
He pulls you even closer, if that is even possible, and possessively holds you in his arms. He whispers in your ear.
"Who gave you those bruises?"
"...."
"You promised you would tell me, (Name). Please..."
His eyes are filled with pain and compassion. Now it is your turn to cry. You realize that you are staining his shirt, but he simply lifts your head from his chest and starts to kiss your tears away. The sweet gesture warms your heart and you slowly begin to calm down. After you have stopped crying, only small giggles can be heard from you and he keeps on kissing you softly all over your face. He then looks at you expectantly, awaiting your answer. You quietly tell him and as you do so, you can feel his grip on you waist tighten.
"Why didn't you tell me, (Name)?"
His eyes contain sorrow and pain.
"I didn't want to worry or burden you, Oppa. You wouldn't be able to do anything, so your worries would be pointless. Don't worry. I am with you now and you will protect me from anything, right?"
He smiles warmly at you and kisses you gently on the lips.
"Always."
You snuggle close into his side and try to fall asleep. Before you do, you can hear Xiumin whisper gently.
"I love you, (Name). Welcome home."
You smile and lightly kiss his collarbone through the fabric of his shirt to tell him that you heard.
I am home...