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Jungkook X Anorexic! Reader

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Jungkook X Anorexic! Reader

It is early morning, about 5 a.m., but I can't sleep. I feel horrible. It has been weeks since I have had a good meal and full day since I have eaten anything. I only drink water. Why you ask? It's simple: I am fat. I try my best to get rid of the pounds of fat on my body, but almost nothing seems to work. Why am I doing this? Well, it all started when I began my last year of high school. I am a pretty average girl and I don't really have any exquisite talents to show off. I was walking through the halls and I suddenly noticed how much effort the other girls were putting into their appearance. They would have a thick layer of makeup on or a new dress or a fancy miniskirt. They didn't necessarily have the best bodies, but they easily hid their imperfections with makeup or clothing. I would look at myself and think about how plain and ugly I look. My self-esteem hit rock bottom. To make it even worse, a few of the kids in my class have made it their life goal to make me miserable. And the reason is...they are jealous. I know that you would think that I have nothing for them to be jealous of and in a way that is true, but I have one thing they don't. I am friends with Jungkook from BTS. Yup, he has been going to our school for a few years already and we just hit it off. We have a lot in common and he has a very unique personality that I can't help but be drawn to. I wouldn't be able to even describe completely describe what kind of a person Jungkook is. He is very kind and loves telling me about the new things he found out about or wants to do. Sometimes we just hand out and be silly together. Sometimes though he can have a hard time expressing his feelings, especially towards other people, but I usually can understand him without words. Now that I think about it he isn't friends with any other girl in my class, so that is why they pick on me. The bullying has gotten worse in the past few months after one of my best friends betrayed me. I thought she was my friend and when I told her my secret she got really mad and told it to the people making me miserable. My secret is that I fell for Jungkook. I won't confess because I am sure that I am no more than a friend in his book, but I can't force myself to stop liking him. No matter how many times he has had girlfriends and gone out on dates, when he breaks up he always comes back to me. I understand that this is not how you are supposed to live, but what can I do about it.
My hunger once again makes its presence known when my stomach grumbles. I will stay strong and not eat anything! The new diet I am trying to lose weight says no eating at night. If I go and eat now it will ruin everything.
Woah.... It is already 6 in the morning. I guess I was thinking for so long I didn't notice how time just flew by. It is time for....school. No. I won't go today. I won't miss anything too important and I don't think anyone will miss me. I don't the strength or the will power to go anywhere today. I am going back to sleep.

Few hours later

*ring* *ring*
Huh? What time is it? Who is calling me?
Caller ID: Jungkook
I guess I should pick it up.
"Hi, Ju-"
"(Name), why weren't you in school today? Are you sick? Should I come over?"
"I am fine. I was feeling a bit tired, so I decided to stay home. You don't have to co-"
"I am coming over to check on you. See you in a bit."
He hung up on me. Ugh, I guess I have to make myself presentable and clean my room a bit. But first I'll go and drink some water.

Woah! My head really hurting and my vision is blurring. I really need to go and drink some cold water, maybe it will clear my head. It is getting worse, I feel sleepy...................................

Third person POV:

(Name) starts to wobble and collapses at the bottom of the stairs. Not long after, Jungkook arrives at the door. He keeps ringing the door bell, but nobody answers. Worried, he takes the spare key out from under the rug and opens the door. Not long after entering, he sees (Name) lying on floor motionless. Panicked, he rushes towards her limp body to see if she is alright.

Jungkook's POV:

Oh no! (Name)!!?
"(Name)? Are you alright? Can you hear me? Please say something!"
I should carry her to the couch for now, she shouldn't be lying on the floor.
Woah! She is super light. I think it's too light for her and her skin is so pale and her cheeks have become so thin. Maybe she doesn't have enough eat. But I saw a full pantry when I came by last time. Maybe she is sick?! I need to help her. She seems to be breathing normally, but she has a slight fever. I will go make her some chicken soup. She should be able to eat it.
If I remember correctly the pots were-
-what is this?
'Extreme diet plan'
What is this stuff?! A person can't possible survive with so little food. This is a one way trip to anorexia! Is this why (Name) is so weak?

(Name)'s POV:

I wake up to the sound of something clanking in the kitchen. When did I fall asleep? I guess Jungkook is already here. I wonder what he is doing.
He has my Diet Plan!!
"Give it back!"
"(Name), what is this?!"
"It is mine! Please give it back!"
"No! Are you really following these instructions?! No wonder you are so thin and sickly! (Name), if this keeps up, you will die! I can't lose you, no matter what!"
"What difference will my death make?! I have had enough! The constant bullying is bad enough, but it's worse that I am so ugly, that my best friend doesn't even bother to look my way! I know this will ruin our friendship, but I can't hold it in any longer! I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU, JUNGKOOK!"
Oh no!!! I JUST DID THAT! I have to run. I just ruined everything!
"Wait, (Name)!"
"No, just ignore what I said. I am being stupid, you are nothing more than a frie-"
Soft? LIPS?! Jungkook is kissing me! What is going on?
"Listen to me, you mean to world to me and I know that I can have a hard time expressing my feelings sometimes, but I really want you to know you mean to world to me. Please, believe me when I say you are beautiful and you definitely don't need to lose any weight. I don't care what anyone says, I care only about you!"
"But then why did you go out with those other girls?"
"W-Well, I thought at first that you would never like me, so I tried to forget you, but when I couldn't, I tried making you jealous, but I guess I should have just told you. I am sorry, (Name), for waiting for so long to tell you how much you mean to me. But I want to set things strait. W-Will you be my girlfriend?"
"Yes! Of course!"
"Thank you so much. I promise to make sure that nobody hurts my girlfriend!"
"What do you want to do now?"
"First, I am going to feed you, whether you like it or not and then we can watch a movie together."
"A-Alright."
"Don't worry, I already told you and will repeat it if I have to. You are beautiful, so please don't ruin your health over something so stupid. Let's go and eat."

I finally got what I wanted. I have my awesome boyfriend by my side and everything will be alright. These thoughts keep floating through my head as I lay next to my sleeping boyfriend on the couch watching my favorite movie.
He might not hear me right now, but I want to say it anyway.
"I love you, Jungkook."
And I close my eyes.
"I love you too, (Name)."