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Insecure!Chanyeol X Reader

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Insecure!Chanyeol X Reader

I really need to talk to Oppa. Especially after what Jongin-oppa told me this morning.

*Flashback*

Caller ID: Jongin-oppa
"Hi, (Name). I need your help."
"Yes, what is it?"
"Chanyeol has been a bit down lately and yesterday we went out for dinner and his disappeared for like half the evening and then he came back even worse. He doesn't want to eat or hang out with us, he just sleeps and practices. I am afraid this will have a negative effect on his health. Can you please talk to him? I will send him over to you now. He didn't want to go anywhere, but for some reason he got even more protective when I mentioned you. Maybe it has something to do with you. Please, (Name).
"Of course, I will try to talk to him. Goodbye, Jongin-oppa."
"Goodbye, (Name). Good luck."

*Flashback ended*

*ring* *ring*
The doorbell. Oppa must be home.
"Oppa! Welcome back!"
You open the door and are met with a tired Chanyeol. You don't see his usual smile and innocent eyes, but instead he looks so depressed and sad. You quickly pull him inside and bring him into a tight hug. He doesn't even react, he simply slumps against you, seeking your warmth.

Something must have really gotten to him.

"Oppa? What wrong?"
He does not answer, so you simply lead him into your living room and sit him down on the couch. He holds on to you, not wanting to let go.
"Oppa, I will go get you some hot chocolate, okay? Please let me go."
"I don't need anything, (Name). I just want you here with me. Just stay here."
"Okay."
He moves a bit to make space for you and wraps you in his embrace the second you sit down next to him. You don't know how long you sit like that. His face is buried in the crook of your neck and your hands are lightly massaging his head.
He sighs and lifts his face.

I guess he is ready to tell me what is wrong.

"I am sorry, (Name). The stress has really gotten to me and I realize that quite a few idols go through this, but the exhaustion from our latest comeback kind of wore me down more than expected."
You silently look into his eyes and gently stroke his cheeks. He looks at you and, despite his pathetic state, he can only see compassion and love in your gaze. No judgement or resentment whatsoever. He feels so relieved and stops for a moment to gather his thoughts.

"Whenever I look through the comments on our videos or posts I see a lot of comments praising many of the other members abilities, but hardly ever see any about me. Some of them just come out and say outright that I have no talent and that I shouldn't be rapping, that I should just leave. When we just started, all of the others were cheered for so loud when there parts came, but whenever I would start rapping, I could hardly hear anyone cheering for me. It has gotten much better and when you came into my life, you are always there cheering me on and I just forgot about it completely. But yesterday....."

"What happened yesterday, Chanyeol-oppa?"

"I saw you...."

Saw me? What could he be talking about? I was home almost all day. Except for in the evening I went to my group. We each have our talents and we gather together to work on it and show each other and get each others opinions. I didn't tell Chanyeol about it since we hadn't gathered for a very long time and it slipped my mind. Yesterday we gathered at an old playground that no one really uses anymore since we had really nice weather. What did I do to upset him?

"I saw you rapping, (Name). You are so good at it. Besides the fact that you hid such an important part of your life from me, I always thought that you knew nothing about rap and that's why you could praise my rapping so much. But now, I can't help but doubt every word you every said about my talent since you are obviously better than-"
"-Stop, Chanyeol. I am sorry that I didn't tell you about it. I didn't mean to hide it. Honestly, I was going to tell you all about it when you got back home today, but I was worried about you. I don't know if I'm good or not, but never, remember, never doubt my words. I mean it when I say you are talented and I love hearing you rap. I don't want to hear such talk ever again, okay?"
"Yes, (Name)."
He lies down on the couch and brings you down with him, wrapping his strong arms tightly around your waist.
"I just felt so insecure and tired I had I meltdown, but I am glad that you are the one by my side. You are the only one that can make me feel happy with myself. I am sorry you had to see me that way, (Name). I should be the one to protect and support you, but I feel like you are the one doing that for me. Thank you for staying by my side."

You smile at his kind words and nuzzle into his chest, listening to his chaotic heartbeat. You glance up at his face and see that he is deep in thought.

"Oppa, I love being able to support you and trust me, you do more for me than you can ever imagine. Your constantly smiling face and warm hugs get me through my day and your kind words always make me feel so happy. Saranghae, Oppa."

His muscles relax and his face is adorned with the smile that you have come to love so much. He shifts a bit so that you are face to face and gently pokes your nose with his own. You can't help but giggle at his endearing gesture.
He moves back a tiny bit to study your face with adoration, before leaving a firm kiss on your lips.

"Nadul saranghae, (Name)."